i'm the best at ruining my life - zreality lyrics
[verse 1]
i wish i could look at your eyes again
i even wish that we could be just friends
i want you to be here with me
there are things i wish i could have said
but words just didn’t come out
in the moment that i wish they did
i had a dream about you last night
it was the first one that you were in
[chorus]
control is something i lose all the time
i can’t even fall asleep at night
i know that i’m ruining my life
i’m the best at ruining my life
control is something i lose all the time
i can’t even fall asleep at night
i know that i’m ruining my life
[verse 2]
and i wanna feel your touch
and i wanna feel your skin
and i wanna hold you close
but that’s a game i cannot win
it’s hard to see you walk away
didn’t get to hear your voice
until i see you again
i won’t know if i’m right or wrong
the moments that i can remember
they were short but still feel special
this path that i walk is lesser
i know that i could be better
hiding
i swear, my worlds divided
where the pills at? i can’t find them
i just realized i’m surrounded
burns like fire but it’s darkness
[chorus]
control is something i lose all the time
i can’t even fall asleep at night
i know that i’m ruining my life
i’m the best at ruining my life
control is something i lose all the time
i can’t even fall asleep at night
i know that i’m ruining my life
[outro]
when you were right there
colors looked so vibrant
i was silent but inside i was smiling
all the time spent, walking without guidance
i’m still trying
why am i still trying?
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