apathy - zimm lyrics
i get on my knees and i pray i’m just looking for one single reason to stay
but i never get no answers, so anxious
this weight on my chest could make bones shatter
been thinking bout death like it don’t matter
when i get ahead i still go backwards
been stuck on a cycle on daily i feel like n0body could save me just pray it don’t break me
been going through h*ll
and i fake a smile so n0body could tell
been fighting my vices not going too well
and honestly i don’t know if ima fail
but still i prevail
i don’t where i lost hope or if hope even matters when you not devoted to change
i don’t know why i still feel in my heart that in the end i deserve all this pain
living in darkness it constantly rains
nothing but bad memories in my brain
that i can’t shut out i been going insane
and no one even knows i’m going through things
so apathetic, like why am i the one that’s apathetic
every choice i feel like i regret it
i don’t get it i don’t feel like i’m in control of my head it
don’t it make any sense
try to repent, i try to forgive but i can not forget
i can’t turn away if it’s still in my head
you can’t let it go if it follows you everywhere you go again
when will it end
why can’t i ever find a way to vent
all the of the problems i hold up within
why do i feel like i’m already dead
i don’t know when
my life turned to a bad dream
that’s constantly stuck on the same screen
i try to reach out but i can’t scream
can’t find the words when you can’t breath
can’t find the way when you can’t see
i’m disappointed if you ask me
cause i know in my heart what i can be
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