bad place - zero_mus1c lyrics
look, i mean what good would a pastor do?
except get mad at you and tell you god is always in your life
yet he stabbed me like a knife
i’m choking’ on my every mistake man what does it god u need to wake, up “god works in mysterious ways” yet my problem stays i have gone through stuff i don’t even understand yall say take god’s hand he’ll take you through a journey
might as well just burn me i need a fix i need a mix i’ve been struggling for 14 years dying isn’t one of my biggest fears i’m no longer me my head is a horrible place to be im in a bad position i’m wishin’ i had help when i go to church i search for my cure my life is a tour but i ain’t going places
i’m truly in a bad place i feel like a disgrace i need some sp-ce i just want my life again when you gonna save my soul that’s your goal you have a role to play instead you let me stay where i’m at in the same format
quit the chit chat you keep knocking but we don’t need to keep talking i’m locking everyone out i’m going all out i shout i quit this is it i’m done this isn’t fun being like this my old self i miss i can’t be happy for an hour i can’t make anyone prouder they ain’t even proud how’d y’all go by not seeing the signs do y’all not read my lines i don’t feel like i exist i am p—–
naw i’ll just use my fist i need to feel something i feel nothing then y’all shout “stay off this and stay off that
you don’t listen john your gonna fail and stay behind” y’all are obviously blind y’all don’t mind my suffering my life keeps buffering it won’t load i showed my problem many times in my rhymes i don’t smile
yea i don’t listen to the doubt i need to get out of this lane i don’t deserve to suffer i’m going insane this is my main priority majority of y’all act like you top authority your just a minority in the game man i hate what rap became
man it’s all the same i have all these dreams but it ain’t as it seems i can’t let it go to my head or i’ll forget what i said when i was a kid everything i did are you kidding me i got a plan
i gotta step up an be a man i know i can i just don’t wanna try
i wonder why though i wanna know
i ain’t trying to crash and burn why can’t i learn i need to get it together or ima be like this forever and i don’t want that i ain’t gonna give myself a pat on the back when i lack effort to try yea this is my confession i know i don’t have depression i do question my aggression i punch a hole in a wall i swear if i fall ima lose it all
been told to try my best thought i was blessed i expressed on the outside a smile but it would only last for a while the old me the happy cheerful john where did he go used to love to play games wit his cousin now he doesn’t feel so empty handed looked up and commanded to be normal go back to his formal state this is my fate ever since my birth when i was put on this earth what am i worth?
god i wanna know i was told i’m here for a reason wrong season
i don’t feel a thing what did i do to deserve this pain no longer am sane it’s not my fault she got caught my fear had risen i need to listen to them i don’t show a lot of emotion stuff thrown on me like an ocean
no expression i need therapy or a session asked me why my songs are so depressing i’m compressing my anger i feel like a stranger see danger when i look in the mirror i still don’t see clearer the end is near i will never be my dad and chug a beer i need to steer and get in gear wasted a whole year with my mom in the same place for 8 years
i hear the tears in my ears within i feel every sin their built in to my head i’m bout to lose it i’m still going through wit it i need to fill my emptiness don’t know who to tell i’m in a small cell welcome to my h-ll
man it is eternal lighting it up like an inferno
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