kingdom - zerk lyrics
[verse 1]
for anybody that ain’t listened to me yet i’ll let you in a little bit and tell ’em all where i came from
’cause everybody i’mma get up in your head and get delivering the set and bring the harmonies and play drums
the way i write i bet they feel it in the flesh it’s like i bit ’em in the neck and then it’s all i do is taste blood
i’ll tell ’em bout it i’mma rip it independently this sh*t is never еnding and i’m starting it with day one
born in a city right outside of miami i feel i’m not on the planеt i really want and i’m stranded
i start to cry and i panic, it was decided by parents that were divorcing and moving out of florida then i came up
for 2 weeks i was packed in a car seat, the parents in the front looking back at the palm trees
i wonder where we’re headed, going all the way to flint, now we’re living in the city with the water that is dangerous
brought up in the straight slum, all they do is slang drugs, every other day another body when they aim guns
this is the city that they decided to bring me to as a baby like there ain’t no other option to be raised up
immediately there was medical problems, screamin’ every minute till i’m coughing up my dang lungs
n0body could help me when i went to the doctors, so i just end up in an out the hospital for 8 months
started growing up quick ’cause i knew i had to be a role model but they wanted me to stay young
not allowed outside, so i sat alone making art, dripping tears all up on my paint brush
in the hood but i went to better schools, had to drive 30 minutes every morning it was great fun
doing math at a high school level in the 5th grade, ain’t n0body smarter than my brain was
but then i moved and i had to switch schools, had to get new friends had to be cool
and i knew i’d have to start at the beginning and i probably wouldn’t fit in like i put an old charger in a 8 plus
n0body would talk to me, they just all bullies, and i’m all bl**dy they just made a monster, what have they done
every day i just got it messing my brain up, but with the pen and the paper i’ll be somebody that you can’t touch
[chorus]
this is my kingdom, where you can find me
where i’ve been hiding, my kingdom
where i run, there i run
this is my kingdom
where you can find me
where i’ve been hiding, my kingdom
my kingdom, my kingdom
no stopping this, no stopping this, no stopping this
welcome to my
y’all started this, y’all started this, y’all started this
ain’t n0body want it, they don’t want no part of this
no part of this, no part of this
i’ve been living and breathing up in a place in my mind and i’m really digging in deeper to see what’s buried inside of it
come on, welcome to my kingdom
[verse 2]
now at the age of 11 i saw this angel in heaven the night he came in my bedroom we locked eyes and i felt it
he gave me a message and everyday i remember he said i traded my energy for this life that you deal with
aiming to get it but then i made a few enemies, get acquainted with heaven b*tch you don’t want me to wield this
making an effort to get on top by myself, it’ll take a bit better to get a monster to fail this
to sit and do nothing it wasn’t really an option i gotta be figuring out how to help mom with the bills quick
trying to come up with a way to get money before the end of the month and she didn’t want me to help then
my only friend when i turned 11, it was a german shepherd, i swear to god that’s real sh*t
didn’t even want to talk to anybody, was lost and ready to drop bombs and to k!ll sh*t
turned 12 and i’m switching schools again, dad wanted me up in the hood with him
started writin’ and really thinkin’ a lot then i took a step back like i[‘m sick of zoomin’ in
every morning felt my heart it was pumpin’ and then they started to jump me, i’m really sick of doing this
then i started hangin’ with the kids in the ghetto until they shattered my window and watched every bullet miss, yeah
that was a game changer, now i stay ready always armed and strapped now
gunshots really not what you wanna see when tryna be 17, but lost in a bad crowd
started chillin’ by myself and recording to try to get something going by laying bars on a track down
turned 19 started chasing a b*tch and it really wasted my energy but she gone and i’m back now
see i’ve been dealing with funny tricks, over and over it’s got me thinking like “what is this”
i’m growin’ up moneyless, i’m roaming around in flint, then coming home later, just showed up with bl**dy lips
but i want to be runnin’ sh*t, i gotta come equipped, i put a plan together by the time i was 26
i gotta do something, don’t really want to be up in this, i’ve been in the dark i’ve been stuck inside of a sun eclipse
so you can find me in here again, i come to reality and then i disappear again
lately i feel like i’m at the height of my fear again, so i hide in my kingdom i sit and write all my lyrics in
i’ve been awake from it, i try to escape from it and find a new place up in my twisted mind
i’ve been hidden inside of a sh*ll, i’m diggin’ up out of this h*ll i’m livin’ inside of my head and this is my
[chorus x2]
kingdom
where you can find me
where i’ve been hiding, my kingdom
where i run, there i run
this is my kingdom
where you can find me
where i’ve been hiding, my kingdom
my kingdom, my kingdom
no stopping this, no stopping this, no stopping this
welcome to my
y’all started this, y’all started this, y’all started this
ain’t n0body want it, they don’t want no part of this
no part of this, no part of this
i’ve been living and breathing up in a place in my mind and i’m really digging in deeper to see what’s buried inside of it
come on, welcome to my kingdom
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