lightbugs - zavion lyrics
verse 1 (zavion):
this what i’m leaving today
feels like leaving a wake
this is new for me
it’s hard for me to be happy when i look through my years
i can barely hold the tears p-ssed and mad that i can’t be glad
i feel like trash
like i’m abandoning everything i had
like i’m leaving my family in the past after the life they craft
i’m ready to walk away to outlast
i wanna grow out like gr-ss but the heats’ been beaming my -ss for so many summers
i want them to move up but i hate to think of all the years i haven’t thought of till items are pulled out the closet that are idle
like memoirs of a younger me
like, remember me?
9-year-old z?
that’d play chess with himself, so lonely
that’d play diddy racing, no mercy
remember when id create a fake war with batman toys?
remember on punishment thinking its a joy, cuz’ on the list wasn’t toys?
breaking system controllers
had every system you know of, not really
just the ones afforded but my time it h–rded
said it’d make me a corpse but of course a reinforcement of positivity
back then light bugs could hold infinity
they could fly unlike me on suburb streets
now i’m in georgia and they’re rarely seen at least by me
alone we’ll be watching light bugs fly freely
fly freely
fly freely
(just let the beat rock)
verse 2 (zavion):
i look at my moments to relive my focus
when i was fluid in motions
when my thoughts
though naught
gave me my promotions
i don’t gloat this
know midas
from the poise and not poison
calling me boy
can relocate yo’ chin
to a universe
rick n morty’s in
my co-rs- yet porous skin
can absorb the harshest pen
whats a sword to a mind that’s a weapon
corny right (right)?
but what was loaded in my pen?
murder ink (yeah)
and between me and you
i got a millian reasons
yall won’t be ja rule
look at me thinking i’m battling
light bugs would shed light
on my melanin
but in georgia
i seem to just wanna pretend
even though i know everyone’s a fake friend
i have close ones that won’t ever bend or pretend
because i didn’t get the win
that’s matthew lamarcus jack jerica haley and light bugs in the wind
verse 3 (jiggy2k):
suffocating light bugs just to see the light
i had some trust issues so i never freed them
i just
watched them bang against the gl-ss
like me in the heat of night
i think i’m off balance i just need to equalize
the weight of the jar in my left hand
and that heap in the right
that i call me when it’s all me
and the season’s right
heaping the world on my shoulders
atlas was no b-tch
they just keep hurling down boulders
i’m just below the ridge
see i already fell
cause i’d already plateaued
cause there some laws to this
well, there are some flaws that hold
i’m tryna catch a light bug
from falling in a black hole
but i’m slipping my self
and i just don’t have a hold
grab a hold
of a light bug
i did but i squeezed too hard
lack a soul
for the ride up
like i don’t know what bereavements are
tactical
when i’m mic’d up
cause they won’t always leave me a part
rabbit hole
use my life up
sabbatical’s just to write nothing
att-tude on fight nothing
att-tude on find something
att-tude on i’m done with it
sad to lose but i stomach it
fat to lose not really any
i fumbling any semblance of crumbs
to be nibbling
i’m stumbling from hunger
and i just
start suffocating light bugs just to feel alright
we’re all really stuck in jars and breathing
fighting for more air but they ain’t poke holes in the ceiling right
it is what it is it ain’t no sh-t
we’re just light bugs
you know? the same old sh-t
break the gl-ss if you want
that’ll just obscure the view
i’m sure it’s you
when that faint cold shifts
verse 4 (zavion):
if i could rewind my time
and control my life
with the knowledge of 21 at 9
id make time to give roses
while they hear
not on the casket
like they often rose
wake up
and catch em
it don’t work that way
i’m certain
i’m certain to crawl from the same pitfalls
but nothing’s certain
till i start working
till i stop chirping
searching for an easy convenience
fall in patterns
the need for sequence
its the human in me
i don’t blame nothing on n0body
other than myself
i could’ve prevented this
now i’m into it
and it’s not secretive
and i see the sh-t
that imma go through
but as long as light bugs
shine through like light bulbs
the dark roaches will be seen too
so i’ll be fine
drinking my water
cuz of sunshine (uh)
i’ll be fine
drinking my water
cuz of sunshine
cuz we out of freezer pops
like old times
and cuz we out of freezer pops
like old times
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