i'm sorry, thank you for everything - zara bash lyrics
[verse 1]
what do you see when you see me?
i’ll try my best cause i’m sleepy
not saying this will be easy
not saying you will believe me
but please you need to know this
too old to dream as though it seems i need another motive
no will to live today i know it feels i’m always joking
it doesn’t look that way i swear to god that i am broken
a gun to my temple, before you ask, it was loaded
finger on trigger, body shaking good thing i ain’t notice
thank god the safety was on
i thought that day i was gone
i put that sh-t in my palm
i couldn’t face all my wrongs
i’m f-cking weak, all week i was getting critiqued
i keep all my thoughts in my sheets
i mean even i have a peak
i need f-cking help can’t you see
n0body listens
i’ve said that sh-t before
would you care more if i went missing?
don’t answer that, i know i put you in a bad position
i’ve done some things that i would label as so unforgiving
it looks these days that being happy is a compet-tion
yes i’m a druggy but who is so perfect?
and who are you to judge me like you haven’t been hurting?
i’m taking pills because it seems like nothing else is working
i mean i can stop right now if i’m becoming a disturbance
are you sure?
do you want more?
or should i just go wild out and overdose while i’m on tour?
i mean it don’t f-cking matter everybody is at war
swear these f-cking personalities just come with the awards
money wh0r-s man
[chorus]
i feel like there’s something wrong with me, (wrong)
i feel like its so hard to believe, (leave)
no i can’t lie, (lie)
i’ll be alright, (right)
i feel like theres something wrong with me, (wrong)
sometimes i can never fall asleep, (sleep)
no i can’t lie, (lie)
i’ll be alright, (right)
(well, no i won’t)
[verse 2]
it’s hard to sleep at night
it’s hard to know that no ones guaranteed to be alright
it’s hard to bottle emotions with such limited light
it’s hard to see my ex in public such a scary sight
such a scary night at my mom’s apartment in tampa
she asked me questions don’t even think i gave her in answer
she said i’m full of sh-t when she’s the one filling the pamper
that’s where we broke up, my heart was beating fast like a dancer
i wonder if her and —- listen to my music together
i wonder if my next woman will want us lasting forever
i wonder if situations will probably work out for better
i wonder if dead tomorrow would that relieve all my pressure
so many answers that i need to know
if i call de—– today would she be down to go?
are the ones i call my brothers really on my row?
am i cut out for this cause nowadays it never shows
n-ggas think i’m dissing them in my songs
as if i have f-cking time
they need to worry bout they life
instead they worried bout mine
don’t care if kyle f-cking —
don’t care if kyle f-cking dime
don’t care if his homie girlfriend is f-cking all three of my n-ggas
and now i’m petty, i swear i can never when
some how mine is way bigger when everyone commit sins
i could’ve left it alone
could’ve made him my friend
i could’ve gave him a swift 3 piece to his f-cking chin but nah
i guess you can’t have everyone love you
the day i realize that sh-t is the day i stay out of trouble
i need to just go away
man i need to stay in my bubble
i need to put down this bottle cause i’m starting to see double can you pick me up?
can you pick me up?
please. .
[chorus]
i feel like there’s something wrong with me, (wrong)
i feel like its so hard to believe, (leave)
no i can’t lie, (lie)
i’ll be alright, (right)
i feel like theres something wrong with me, (wrong)
sometimes i can never fall asleep, (sleep)
no i can’t lie, (lie)
i’ll be alright, (right)
(well, no i won’t)
[verse 3]
(just got a message it read)
you have a problem
boy none of this sh-t would happen if you would just wear a condom
you really f-cked up my life
now i’m feeling i’m at the bottom
i’m on my way to the doctor
now isn’t this f-cking awesome
i’m the one that got exposed and you telling me stay away?
this isn’t my f-cking fault you don’t give a f-ck anyway
i’ll just move away
i cannot deal with you today
the feelings i know you convey
be stupid if i choose to stay
i pray for you cause you the reason n-ggas ain’t sh-t
i hope you take my necklace off when you f-cking that b-tch
you f-cking sick
i swear you a maniac and hypocrite
have a great life n-gga while i’m not a part of it, (-cl!ck-)
[switch-up]
i’m sorry
to
everyone
thank you for everything
[verse 4]
you think i’m feeling myself, (there’s something)
i think you need someone else, (something)
you told me watch out for my health, (something)
so i’m popping whats left on the shelf, (wrong)
you think i’m feeling myself, (there’s something)
i think you need someone else, (something)
you told me watch out for my health, (something)
so i’m popping whats left on the shelf, (wrong)
(popping, popping, popping, popping whats left)
i’m getting use to alone, (there’s something)
cause i do so much on my own, (something)
you won’t take me out of my zone, (something)
cause this is not where i belong, (wrong)
(nah) (got it)
i’m getting use to alone, (there’s something)
cause i do so much on my own, (something)
you won’t take me out of my zone, (something)
cause this is not where i belong, (wrong)
(nah)
cause this is not where i belong
skyfall
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