for now i am a better person - ytt lyrics
[verse 1: lior knights]
i thought i was all over the person i’ve been
writing countlessly about
but then when the pain came to an end
she decided to make her way back into my life
in an attempt to open my eyes again, she told me
that not everyday has to be a battle
and that between all the bad blood that has been between us
she was still able to see the light in me
and then she came back, because she saw how much i bettered myself
i never asked for your return, but i’m glad you left
for now i am a better person, for you and my friends & family
or that’s at least what i wish would have happened!
but this is all a fiction and you never came back
and just like you, i’ve changed for the better or worse
this is the last time you’ll hear from me on this platform
i’ve been using to express myself on
one distortion after the other
and just so you know i’ve become better
but i wish you would’ve seen me become better just like i saw you
i’ll never forget you, and i’ll always hold a special place
for you in my heart
just in case you ever feel like coming back
you know who you are and i hope you’re hearing this
i love you but i have to let go now
[verse 2: ytt]
a best friend
an enemy
i would’ve died for you
i would’ve died for you
and everything that’s been between us
i’m sorry for everything that happened between us
i love you but i have to go now
[verse 3: ytt]
when you decided to move to austin
i knew we weren’t gonna talk
and we didn’t
you blocked me from everywhere!
you blocked contact with me for no f*cking reason
until you came back into my life
i was happy. i thought i had this person back who
i always needed in my life
but it turns out, it was all a dream
we haven’t talked in the last seven months
you just, left
i never heard a single word from you since then
i hope you’re but fine, but honestly. you don’t care about me
so why should i even care about you
i knew your friends hated me too
you talked with them behind my back, about how much
of a piece of sh*t i was, not realizing i tried and
am trying to change
you always told bad things about me to everyone
you knew
to everyone
you told lies about myself. you told me you tried
to help me, but you just made it worse
this is all that is left
this is all that is f*cking left
i’m glad you never came back
because if you did, i would’ve been at a worse
point than i am right now
i f*cking hate you
but i also miss you
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