dear diary - young mike lyrics
dear diary,
today was a long day at school and i hadn’t really eaten anything yet today but i guess that’s good
i just wanted to write something reall quick before i was off to bed
so here it goes…
dear diary,
i’m 14 and i always feel so nervous.
tell me why is it that everyone is so perfect while i feel so worthless
and they look so happy while lately for me my mood has been so cr-ppy
and i have come to believe it all of the things that i’m seeing on magazines and tv of every single perfect being with all the girls with perfect bodies and such amazing skin
oh, how i would kill to live the life that they are in
i’ve been trying to lose weight over the past couple weeks
throwing up after meals on the rare times that i eat
but that isn’t enough
i still need to do much more, to get this guy to notice me
people wonder what for
there’s so much room in my tummy for food that isn’t funny
i don’t wanna be people’s dummy but either why i feel dumpy
but most of the time, i am left here thinking to myself
oh god, is this worth it or do i need some help
i’ve been used by guys
i’ve been hurt by girls
i’ve been hit by my mom and cursed by the world
so i keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect
i’m waiting for somebody to tell me that i’m worth it
i’ve been used by guys
i’ve been hurt by girls
i’ve been hit by my mom and cursed by the world
so i keep losing weight just trying to be perfect
i’m waiting for somebody to tell me that i’m worth it
you’re not alone 15x
i’m 23 and just ran across my old diary
i opened it up
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