today was awful, most days are worse - yfc lyrics
[verse 1]
came home in a bad mood
i never even left i woke up a bit past noon
i didn’t eat breakfast or lunch i’m still stuffed from my last dinner
i ate all my friends and enemies and threw up in the bathroom
my mom still works at home my dumb ass chose in person school
my life would be way easier if i did learning virtual
i sleepwalk to classes i kiss the teacher’s ass
i smile when they ask if my music’s controversial
4:20 is the time the final bell rings
i walk up to my car and crash myself into the building
it’s either that or i will do this for another year
a heart attack sounds nicer than spending another second here
a bit melodramatic, but its fantastic
when i get home on a friday and realize tomorrow nothing happens
i sit inside a closet making tons of silly, sh*tty beats
and come back on monday just to regret all my actions
[verse 2]
i hate everyone and that includes myself
but i’m the only one to talk to when i feels like there is no one else
i’m a dumb f*ck cuck i might as well be
i’m the only one i know who hasn’t had a home since he was twelve
failed relationships are messy and i’m sick of them
friends have drama and are also really [?]
and i need a stop flirting with every girl that i meet
because i either didn’t mean it or i did but didn’t get to them
sometimes i just don’t know the reason i’m alive
i’ll never rent a car i’ll never even grow to 25
i’d hate to work a job and i already f*cking hate my life
don’t need to hate it more but stardom’s not a thing to fantasize
i can’t wait to be homeless right out of college
have an alcohol addiction and parents i just don’t acknowledge
a storyteller in houston or maybe boston
or anywhere that isn’t here where i can forget all my problems
[outro* female voice]
this is an update for myself. it’s the 25th of april. it’s 1:36 am and it’s 69 degrees outside. during covid*19. are 5 days away from the year marking of what it feels like of losing one of my best friends. it feels like he’s dead
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