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i'm god - yates xv lyrics

started with pill pushers
ended as a pill popper
closed that door
hollow souls left with no power
no show, no friends, just an empty casket
empty promises tryna be romantic
mom and dad really used to hate my antics
now i see my face and i really can’t stand it
smashed the mirror
til my hands turn red
f-ck my feelings cause soon enough i’ll be dead
suicidal thoughts since i turned 11
battles with demons can’t go to heaven
cuts on my arm cause the pains too raw
empty bottles scattered all across my floor
my friends didn’t understand cause they were withdrawn
my dad didn’t understand something was wrong
remember that night writing letters on the wa-all
saying if i don’t make it i love you a-all

now we poppin pressed pills, big sh-t, no life
thousand mile brain cutting pain yeah it’s too nice
tonight i’ma take two more doses
c-ked up, f-cked up, banks gone frozen
no money, life’s trash, eyes open, red cracks
veins popping, need a hit, dope dealers, cutting sh-t
doctor called, prescripts, open wallet, fiend sh-t
down the f-cking drain, but i’m never gonna see sh-t

overdose
kyle ain’t breathing
woke up mom holding me squeezing
never really enjoyed my life
tried to take the pain and it seems suffice
prescripts till my visions starts blurring
i don’t know why i’m always hurting
reaper standing over and his watch is ticking
lost in my words lord please forgive me

flashbacks, f-cked past, trash talks, whole cl-ss, no friends, lonely kid, peep playing, that’s it
no p-ssion, no love, no girls, just drugs, withdrawls, pitfalls, lost kid, lost cause, lost soul

my family won’t support it
turning back yeah they’d probably abort it

extorting pills, signing forms, xanax bars, methadone
oxys; gotta take them right, crush it up, make it fine, rolling those, bl–dy nose
bullied daily, no one knows, close my eyes, end my life
doesn’t work another time, friends called, no help, oxy poppin, sending help
broken heart, let it melt, anxious and i hate myself
i’m awake, no vision, no cause, not driven
high school, f-ck that
working jobs, f-ck that
writing tracks, love that
making music, love that
help me, f-ck that
i don’t wanna relapse

crossed the water thousand miles away
her smile takes away my pain
hear her voice, i don’t need them today
f-ck the pills cause she take me away
she the one but i doubt she vibing
i know she cares, she don’t want me dying
i really hope i don’t end up dying
i could never just leave her crying

i’ma try, make it out, fly away, live it out
show her love, stop the drugs, show my life, live it up
happy times, happy mind
one day can i make her mind
on my mind, all the time
stronger than the stains of time
image of a perfect life
she just worth all my time
every line that i write
lost in thought
fool em right
does she like me back
i don’t even know
i hope she like back
but i don’t even know

yeah this sh-t hard man
last few years been hard man
rest in peace gus
i for real miss you dog
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- yates xv lyrics

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