jocelyn flores (voice memo) - xxxtentacion lyrics
[dialogue: xxxtentacion]
[?] the mixtape is about a girl that k!lled herself in* in my hotel room
yeah, i had just had s*x with her right before she k!lled herself
like [?] into a house because she was trying to get into a fight with another girl that was there
i didn’t know she was drepressed, i didn’t know she was off of her meds
she went there and hung herself in the bathroom
woked up to a phone call basically telling me that she k!lled herself
so, basically i take from like, real life experiences, like thoughts of suicide, or, just tho* current thoughts that are just [?]
and just basically putting in all for other people to feed on so it’s basically a cure to your depression wh* as you’re enter… you’re basically enter* the.. the, like, from the first track until the end youre basically, you’re entering my mind, because this is literally my mind
it’s li*literal thoughts or literal emotion, you know what i’m saying?
so it’s more or less just like, the con* the concept of the tape in itself, of the album in itself is that you’re inside of my mind
it’s called 17, ’cause i have a 17 on my head (right)
[?] this is the one about that girl that k!lled herself ([?] that’s crazy )
actually i’ll play it from here
[intro: shiloh dynasty]
i know you so well, so well
i mean, i can do anything that he can
i’ve been pretty—
[bridge: xxxtentacion & shiloh dynasty]
i know you’re somewhere, somewhere
i’ve been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on
i don’t wanna pretend we’re something, we’re nothing
i’ve been stuck thinking ’bout her, i can’t hold on
(i’ve been pretty—)
[verse: xxxtentacion]
i’m in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
i’ve been trippin’ ’bout some things, can’t change
suicidal, same time i’m tame
picture this, in bed, get a phone call
girl that you f*cked with k!lled herself
that was this summer when n0body helped
and ever since then, man, i hate myself
wanna f*ckin’ end it, pessimistic
all wanna see me with no pot to p*ss in
but n*ggas been excited ’bout the grave i’m diggin’
havin’ conversations ’bout my haste decisions
f*ckin’ sickenin’; at the same time
memories surface through the grapevine
’bout my uncle playin’ with a slip knot
post*traumatic stress got me f*cked up
been f*cked up since the couple months they had a n*gga locked up
[chorus: xxxtentacion]
i’ll be feelin’ pain, i’ll be feelin’ pain just to hold on
and i don’t feel the same, i’m so numb
i’ll be feelin’ pain, i’ll be feelin’ pain just to hold on
and i don’t feel the same, i’m so numb
[outro: shiloh dynasty]
i know you so well, i know you well
i mean, i can do any*
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