ilostthis - xprezzzhatred lyrics
[throwmance]
i lost my head, i lost my home
losing your patience stop raising my tone
f*cking up everything that i be touching
cuz i got that midas touch leave me alone
when will this end, will i begin
to ponder the thoughts and erase all i did
so sick of everything that i be
doing cuz when i be moving i bust out the lid
i know i care, but its too much
judgement is clouded im losing my touch
everything changing around me astounded
how i can just sit back and flip it and watch
sick of my life, so sick of love
feeling this rain, it push down from above
but i just stand here so dumbfoundedly
i just can’t wait to see what comes next as my luck
[xprezzzhatred]
ugh, felonies i’ll soon forget
memories i’ll soon regret
deaden the whose doomed to end
let me be, resume pretend
all that hatred due so send
i lost, get that through my head
i lost, get that through my head
i cannot live, i cannot grow
with all of this pain inside of my dome
i got sh*t that im dealing with i cannot know
i’m a product of rotten environments sewn
all in one, hauntin drums, meanwhile i talk a ton
poppin that glock til it turn to a solder gun
wastin that life, fill that tub let the water run
head down, i said drown, you stay down f*ck all thats won
things that ive lost, lessons ive gained
poppin off problems inside of my brain
cannot keep that sh*t to myself
i probably go cry help, and appear deprived and deranged
arrive at the range, pin him as the target
downtrodden man always livin like a carpet
giving him a voice like giving him an art set
rhythm and the tone only mimic he the heartless
now he the dearly departed
the funeral laying out where it all started
its all miniscule things and things that discarded
nothing memorable, nothing that was left scarred in
someones mind or heart
put him straight in the garden
yeah
[jay$awn and xprezzzhatred]
ugh
i lost alot alot alot lot
i lost alot alot alot lot
dont think i forgot about all this loss
just been so gone im lost in the sauce
jope you forgive me for what ive done
[jay$awn]
i hide all my pain when i come on top
lord help us all if i come undone
ain’t nothing new im used to this cost
nothing can replace for what i have lost
for what i have lost, feeling this grief
feeling so empty this ain’t even me
i’ve been so lost all of twenty nineteen
how many more to go
how many years to show
how has it been
does it still hurt when you talk about then
when did you lose her and did they have kids
do they still care about keeping your faith
i know you did everything and still prayed
hopin that theres an alternative way
nothing the same when you been to the grave
i lost my sister bout 3 years ago
i lost my feelings and all of my hope
slowly regaining my passion
its been a cool minute since i have stopped rapping
my heart in a casket
it ain’t over yet b*tch im blasting
im gonna live on just to matter
thats what she would want
f*ck this loss
f*ck feeling down
my heart been so heavy from pain that it shroud
im a clown
fancy one, making you laugh while i hurt on the side
play it real goofy then go home and cry
one thing i learned is that death is alright
cuz thats sh*t will leave you with burdens behind
got nothing left, either you try and you live
or you give up and you quit
i made up my mind
i’ve been found with one foot on the outside and one in the crypt
[xprezzzhatred]
and ive lost so much, dont know who to run to
its death and decay what the f*ck is there to undo
screaming at the top of my lungs but youre all unmoved
just living til i die, dont you get that sh*t misconstrued
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