thought deprivation - xandy hur$t lyrics
listen it’s only a fantasy
all these fake ass mother f*cking memories
it’s all a lie, soon you’ll see
when you die, you’ll be free
hear my words, listen to me
all your friends and enemies
are they real, can they breathe
do they understand when someone leaves
•can you feel, can you hear
its so surreal, god i swear
man i’m sorry, i just heard
about your family, it wasn’t deserved
all the shouting, they were murdered
but wait a minute, i just remembered
that all our lives, could be ended
that all our thoughts, won’t be remembered
now we wait, all defriended
all the time, we are blended
what we do, i don’t know
why we’re here, i ask how
• thought deprivation, the wait sensation
but we feel alone, on our own
think about life, broken like a stone
now our regrets are all shown
thought deprivation, city invasion
all of the past was out of line
all of the war and the crime
do we need more, do we have the time
•as i stood, hand full of blood
knife in my hand, maybe i should
maybe i won’t, but the feeling is good
but what if i don’t, i’ll be outta the mud
•all of my life with the shame and the pain
if i ended it all would i just feel the same
but the love that i gave and the games that you played
was it all worth it just taking the blame
•no, maybe i shouldn’t
no, i want to but i couldn’t
no, i started running
i ran to the point where collapsed and fell
fell straight down in to the pit off h*ll
was this the end, how could i tell
i suggested death from the noises of a bell
•but then i woke up an it was all jus a dream
but what if it wasn’t and that was death
what is happenin’ i don’t know what it means
what if it was the moment of my last breath
•but how could it be, i could see
i could move and i could speak
what if life, life is jus’ a game
life is jus’ a simulation filled with shame
but trust me now, there’s more to this
what if the things you see is in a mist
all these fake friends, making you a hit
but at the end, i said f*ck all this sh*t
•yeah, it might be f*cked up
but you better look it up
maybe if you do, you’ll get shot or cut up
•all my mind, all the hate
all the kind, is it too late
is this my time, is this my fate
i have to find, the key to the gate
•i’m sorry about all my mistakes in the past
i’m sorry if i’ve lived my life too fast
i’m sorry that i was putting on a mask
to forget all the pain, but now i have to ask
•is life real, are we really here
meant to live in safety, but really in fear
wha are we doing, with our lives
innocent people murdered with knives
what’s the point, in all this crime
no reason for war, it happens all the time
is it all too much, is your mind too filled
every single day, children are k!lled
•who, hey, who have i got
i’ve got no one, only a bullet and a gun
the bullet and the gun can show me a lot
it can show me ways to make it all stop
the bullet in the gun is my only friend
it can remove all the pain an make it all end
but what’s the point, in hurting yourself
when you can evolve, can’t you tell
change your ways, be a better person
all these thought may be hurting
but its who you are, can’t u tell
only look forward, might as well
•all of my life with the shame and the pain
if i ended it all would i just feel the same
but the love that i gave and the games that you played
was it all worth it just taking the blame
• thought deprivation, the wait sensation
but we feel alone, on our own
think about life, broken like a stone
now our regrets are all shown
thought deprivation, city invasion
all of the past was out of line
all of the war and the crime
do we need more, do we have the time
•is life real, are we really here
meant to live in safety, but really in fear
wha are we doing, with our lives
innocent people murdered with knives
what’s the point, in all this crime
no reason for war, it happens all the time
is it all too much, is your mind too filled
every single day, children are k!lled
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