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i’d rather lie - winchifrost lyrics

[verse 1]
staring at a rooftop wondering what it’s like to float
playing with a cat toy like it’s wrapping ‘round my throat
suicide is not something that i would like
but thoughts of it just often cross my mind
if i say such dark things don’t you feel terrified?
minimizing what i feel to keep another safe. (keeps us safe)
criticizing my ordeal and hope it goes away
it’d be better if i didn’t feel a thing. (don’t feel it)
i tried to numb my heart but it still stings
unconsciously my body screams, “please end everything”
[chorus]
i’d rather lie than show what’s on the inside
it hurts too much to bear
but i don’t want to see you scared
i’d rather cry alone before i die
this spiraling despair
is not something i wish to share
i’d rather lie

[verse 2]
waking up thе snake that taunts you slithers by your side
saying that your stomach’s full ‘causе you can’t stand another bite
but, try as you might you still have a taste
who knew that poisoned fruit would feel so great?
but isn’t all that sweetness just disguising the hate?
minimizing what i feel and hurting myself more. (keeps us safe)
criticizing my ordeal because it isn’t yours
i still hate that i feel anything inside
so i’ll convince myself it’s justified
and consciously i tell myself, “you’d better die”

[bridge]
staring at a rooftop
playing with a cat toy
once again the snake appears to ask me if i’ll bite
if i did would i finally feel satisfied?
[chorus]
i’d rather lie than show what’s on the inside
it hurts to let you see
so i will hide my misery
i’d rather cry alone before i die
i’ll slip away in secrecy
so all you have to do is say goodbye

- winchifrost lyrics

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