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judges - will2live lyrics

verse 1:
getting rejected really sucks
felt that pain for a few months
didn’t know how to handle this phase
so i started writing this place
everyone said they thought she liked me
but that wasn’t true obviously
so i wrote my pain down on my phone
while i was feeling the most alone
took 2 months for me to tell you
then i had so much pain to push through
just for you to say you don’t like me back
for you to say you don’t like me like that
but it’s ok now cause i’ve moved away from that
just hoping that pain will never come back
this judge made me feel so low
it was difficult to completely let go

verse 3:
fake is how i’d describe most of my friends
i sometimes wish that our friendship would end
but i wouldn’t have anyone to talk to
i wouldn’t have anyone to go to
no where to get any help
i’d have to stay all by myself
i write songs because i don’t have anyone
so i’ll keep writing as i watch them all walk on
but sometimes i just feel like i’m all alone
so i’ll keep walking alone in my home
no one left for me to be around
now under my feelings i start to drown
this judge has stuck with me for some time
and it makes me feel like my life’s not mine
maybe this expresses me too correctly
all i know is i’m still feeling bad
chorus:
my life is starting to become a nightmare
wish people had just told me to be aware
of all these troubles that i’d have to overcome
instead of attacking the person that i’d become
cause everything out here is a ruthless judge
the worst thing is that they will all hold a grudge

verse 4:
lately i’ve been feeling this 8th grade vibe
it was a much different type of hype
reminders back to middle school
now i’m stuck in this high school
wish my mind could wander back
so i’ll put on that track
the memories remind me of when nothing really mattered
but when i turn the music off my brain is quickly scattered
but now my life seems to stay gray
everything seems to fade away
nothing new happened yesterday
just tryna make it to friday
judged by my memories and my past self
reminder of the time i needed the most help

verse 5:
hey andy d
do you remember me
well i wrote a whole song just about you
about the pain that you used to put me through
i’m tired of holding all this in
i didn’t know where to begin
so i started with the main way that you used me
i hate that i was used so easily
don’t wanna dwell on that part of my past
so i put it in a current song that will last
i’ll stand up for myself there’s nothing you can do
cause i’m no longer afraid of you
i hate that you used me back then
reminder of all that pain i was in
this judge made me feel most enslaved
but i’ll walk away unscathed
verse 6:
don’t wanna feel lonely talking to the movie screen
as i dream about it all blowing up
but i feel so lonely all i can do is scream
and sometimes my dream feels corrupt
yeah social construct: didn’t write that song
but i felt that it definitely would belong
in this album that i have made
hopefully it’ll never fade
without you i’m stuck with myself
i really do need someone’s help
as i take the bullets that we’re shot at you
and i’ll keep taking them cause your one of the few
who has stayed with me over the last year
i wish that you were still near
judged by always trying to save everyone else
instead of asking for someone’s help

verse 6:
thanks for none of the support
cause i guess i feel short
don’t wanna feel like a let down
so i’m sorry that i let you down
just want you to see what i see
so you can see me differently
cause now that you’ve left me
i don’t even know what i see
most of the people around me are gone
no one left to tell me to keep on
i don’t want another person to leave
but it’s it’s difficult to believe
that people would stick with me
that people want to be near me
being judged because i can’t do anything right
it makes it difficult to fight through the night
verse 7:
getting broken up with is tough
loomed over me for long enough
i felt awful for the next week
i felt like i was just too weak
just wanted to free myself from that pain
but it never wanted to escape my brain
i had to get rid of it myself
my friends were gone so i had no help
wrote that song so this pain would finally die
but it reminded me of her every time
it was so hard to keep on fighting
but i pursued and started writing
don’t know how far i coulda gone without it
i would have given up no doubt about it
this judge ruined my summer so i wrote that song
i’ve moved on now but it weighed over me for so long

verse 8:
stuck in my home under lockdown
as the whole globe was shut down
the pandemic took over the world so quickly
lost the ability to do anything freely
no interaction with the outside
stuck sitting on this chair inside
i’m glad that i was writing songs from the start
as my mind slowly began to brake apart
writing songs cause i didn’t have anything to do
that whole time i wanted to be with you
i wanted to make it out with them on my side
but there wasn’t so it was a pain i decided to hide
i hated not serving a purpose
felt my existence shake to the virus
judged by a tiny little virus going viral
thinking of all that time i sat idle

verse 9:
all of my life experiences have built up to this
so i’ll write these songs about memories that i miss
all these ideas of who i wanna be one day
on my way up before i pass away
all this time i’ve spent workin
will be worth it or at least i’m hopin
that eventually i’ll get to the top
i never wanna break never wanna stop
people tell me they are excited for my music
but then they disappear whenever i drop it
just want people to listen and feel it
let me know they want more music
making it is something i hate to doubt
so for now i’ll just have to put more out
judged by people i wanna prove wrong
but until then i’ll just have to stand strong

verse 10:
as my friends get called to the witness stand
i don’t know if any of them understand
what they are really saying when they talk to me
just want to talk to someone who won’t flee
someone who would be the one to show me love
as everyone else tells me that i’m not enough
i need to know that i’m worth something to you
if you can’t find anything thing then i’m through
no reason to keep fighting if i’m worthless
i really hope that it won’t end like this
stuck in a room full of lying witnesses
none of them want to prove my innocence
all i could do is ask them why
but i’ll sit here with a problematic alibi
judged by my fake friends who always lie
now there’s no where left for me to hide

verse 11:
no escape from the wrath of the final boss
he stands in the path i need to cross
i have to take him on here and now
but honestly i’m not sure how
he’s here cause i fail and i’m lonely
i hate that i’m always the only
pessimism always talks through him
he says that without him the future is grim
his words are like th*rns on my soul
ok. now it’s my turn to be in control
i start to fight back and begin to win
then he starts talking to me again
now his words fuel me with hatred
as i have to destroy the being i created
defeating the boss who stood over me for so long
i’m finally able to explain to others what was wrong

chorus:
my life is starting to become a nightmare
wish people had just told me to be aware
of all these troubles that i’d have to overcome
instead of attacking the person that i’d become
cause everything out here is a ruthless judge
the worst thing is that they will all hold a grudge

verse 12:
this time i’ve gotta go off
putting it off for too long
now i can take the judges on
i’m no longer just a p*wn
no longer apart of their game
found people who feel the same
i used to stand in the judges shadows
now i’m above them and they know
they didn’t stand a chance after the boss
now i can walk on over and cross
they called me names to hide pain
that was coursing through their veins
now we wonder what happens after
cause i finally made it to a new chapter
the judges are locked away in the back of my mind
i’ll keep them there until i find the right time

verse 13:
i saved this judge for last
it’s the only judge that i want to last
the only judge that i can trust
the only judge that can be just
no matter how many times i walk away
he will accept me on any day
world still sells me lies but they aren’t true
now i can rely solely on you
even times i don’t think that you listen
you still tell me that all my sins are forgiven
you will never forget about me
you’ll be there in my doubting
please save me again i’ll say
thank you for giving me another day
judge thank you for being the only good one
and just like that the album’s finally done

- will2live lyrics

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