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988 (prelude) - operator call - wholfst lyrics

(yeah you matter and you’re important
stop thinking you were better aborted
the horror from your mother’s eyes
i saw her cry from the inside yeah)

take a step back you really don’t wanna die
i can see confliction
stop rolling the dice
with your life
it’s not a gamble
put down the gun i already took the ammo
don’t even try behind a note
i’ve seen the signs
don’t lie you’ve tried a couple times
get down from that rope
i can see what’s blind yuh
“where is the drugs”
you say
i put them all in the
toilet and washed them
down the drain
everything will be okay
no it ain’t all the same
and n0body’s lame

wanna blow out your brains
well that’s okay
here’s an ak
well no lemme take it away

if you hear n0body
you see n0body
i am somebody
so you are somebody

but i wanna die
but it feels like i don’t matter
on the inside i’m ugly
nothings ever good
i should give up
life sucks
what’s the point?
i’m always paranoid
tryna fill in the voids
make other people proud of me
really don’t have the time to
be me, losing myself
movin is so hard
like “everybody wanted
to be apart of the problem
till they find out it gets hard
and they can’t even solve em”

where we’re you when i was down
and needed help?
never mind that i’m back and stronger
than ever now, i’m better off all on my own
don’t even call i won’t pick up my phone

calm down things will get better
things aren’t forever
you think you’re a loser
not true, loser’s quit
and you still here
so get up and pick up
your sh*

i never eat, i never sleep
i never get outta the house
i shaved all my eyebrows
because i never felt accepted
and so i could be pretty

painted my nails black because
i didn’t like what i see
i cut myself just so i could be free
just like the pain that’s kept inside of me
and found out who i was meant to be
so i could feel alive

but everybody looked at me like i was crazy
sitting around finding rhymes
while everyone sits on they’re *rs* and
tell lies but not to my face
they do it for fame
they do it do bliss

maybe i should get
up and rock up on their drift
but that’s not who i am
i don’t really care
i don’t have any friends
and i’m all alone in this life i call mine
really hate myself why am i so ugly

my dad keeps drinking
keeps getting into fights
with my brother that’s off a couple drugs
the little innocent kid siiting there
as the abuse happened
eventually caught up
so that kid could never really got to
grow up

i’m so sick i wanna throw up
my dad doesn’t really trust me
putting pills in my stomach
to get rid of myself
which is toxic

just got over a relationship
mentally i’m emotional
but i’ll be fine
in fact that’s a lie
i’m exhausted
drinking till i find another

but in reality i’ll never find another
so it’s “fu* love”
love sucks

where am i going
if this rap sh*
doesn’t cut it?

before i reach my summit
i realize that i haven’t
plummeted* yet

hold on just a minute
sounds like you have
people trouble
which you can stumble upon
if you don’t watch your step
the grass may be deep
but the snakes goes in deeper

from what you said you sold
your soul just to be happy
so things can get better
but don’t give into the
darkness there’s
better day’s in the light coming
for you

thank you
you are the reason i’m feeling better
you make me wanna live
don’t wanna die just yet
i’ll give it a try
won’t commit suicide just yet
i’ll dry my eyes now
and get outta dark
looking for a positive light
instead of the dark that’s so negative

and the theme for this ep is positivity
cuz ever since i started this journey i’ve been
nothing but happy
still alone tho but that’s what i get for
focusing on music and never leaving
home even to walk out the door i guess
it’s so stressful to cuz like
all i do is eat, sleep & record
my downtime is watching tv
or playing video games
which became a lot
cuz it’s so hard to write these days haha
so i listen to logic or other talented
rappers that inspires me
to get like a vibe or so*

annyyywayysss enjoy the ep
which will eventually turn into the album
very very soon haha… enjoy

- wholfst lyrics

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