let myself bleed - who am i to you? lyrics
i fight myself again and again
and i know that that’s important
but still i can’t really understand
if the struggle is even worth it
it’s so hard to get up from bed
when your legs forgot how to move
but i’ve never been happy in the past
so i don’t feel like i’ve lost my youth
years and years of therapy
and still i don’t understand
what’s actually wrong with my family
and who i actually am
and why i’m always so sad
and why i’m so quickly so mad
and why it makes me feel so bad
when someone pays me a compliment
cause i still can’t understand
that i’m worth being loved
i’m someone who gives up easily
cause life is always too much for me
just wanna do everything perfectly
wish perfect was something i really could be
i don’t wanna die, just wanna be free
just wish i’d never been born at all
just wish i wouldn’t turn unhappy every fall
just wish i wouldn’t let myself bleed
no plaster can save me cause these cuts are deep
deep inside me, and i can’t reach that far
but my life has always felt this hard
i think that feeling won’t ever change
isn’t life strange, i think life is strange
sun keeps shining, tears keep falling
and i just wish someone would be calling
but i’m alone with the person i hate the most
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