my bones hold a stillness - vrtra lyrics
each p-ssing monotonous day is utterly meaningless flat time spent mourning my dreams that died
the unbearable boredom of being alive persists endlessly
regrets consume my thoughts like the hags and shadows that devour my sleep
i convulse uncontrollably, traversing sharp edges of skintight permafrost walls
a fl!ckering light guides me deeper into the darkness before it burns away like fading love
a constant reminder of the things i can’t forgive myself for
i drag myself through sheets of jagged ice and collapse upon the foot of a fig tree that taunts me with respite, but to choose one fruit would mean to lose the rest
so i spent that summer shivering inside, shrinking into glacial caves, frozen, impotent, and alone
then i felt your body calloused and cold
the tree of life is a tree of steel th-rns and where fruit once dangled moaning bodies now writhe
the figs lay dead now and rot at our feet
we are no ones
left with nothing
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