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vmc - especially for some of you - vmc lyrics

i’ve been told to be happy in my life
even though i got strife deep inside
i’ve been told “you should talk more”
i’ve been told that i shoulda talked more

i’ve been told that now i’m paying for the fact
i’ve been keeping within myself my f*cking entire world
i’ve been told to go see a shrink
that i coulda been helped by therapy

i’ve been told so many, many things
but i’m stuck in so many, many lies
sure, i’m not here to claim i’m the only one who fell
out there, there are millions of people dealing with h*ll
again, i’ve been told to be happy in my life:
more than oncе, more than twice, more than thricе
by the people who can’t feel what i feel
and i’m not here to blame’em, they just cannot see
they just cannot understand they can’t give a hand

cause they don’t know:
they don’t know how it works
they don’t know how it feels
they don’t know that it hurts so much
so much that n0body can even touch the pain i have inside
and i keep wondering if i’m still alive

like a shark swimming in the ocean
everyone thinks it has no emotion
but what if a shark cries so badly
but n0body can see it in the vastness of the sea?
it’s there, and n0body can see it
and n0body is there with him

cause you know: it’s hard to tell
when a tear runs down your cheek into the water
like it’s hard to tell when a person needs help
a person who smiles in company, hiding his agony
and n0body can see it, they just can’t
most of them are just good at pointing their index
judging hypocritically from their thrones without even knowing
what someone is going through

i feel like a burning candle, burning at both ends
and i’m right in the f*cking middle of this candle
and i can’t feel the warmth getting closer
and i’m supposed to, but i don’t

it’s like i’m so cold i cannot even feel those flames
and surely, this is a horrible shame
when a human being feels so empty
empty like a colander, i’d say

i mean, it doesn’t matter how many things you put in yourself:
they just disappeared, out of the blue, like if they never existed

and i’m spitting all the sadness i have inside
in this f*cking microphone, in this f*cking mike

and i’m cold, and i’m scared
cause i’ve never felt like this before
like floating deep in this ocean of nothing
and it’s scary, it’s suffocating, and i’m scared
cause i’m trying to figure out how to fill me back up
but nothing works, just nothing
and it sucks, it really does, it really hurts, it really does
and i wonder if that is, if that is how it feels, when death comes
feeling nothing, feeling numbness and feeling alone

and i just wanna cry. i wanna scream. i wanna live
i wanna bleed, cause if i bleed and if i cry
that means i’m still alive, yeah, i’m still alive

i gotta go now, see y’all soon
at least i do hope that, cause i don’t feel like i have so much time left
but i promise, i’ll do whatever it takes to be still around for a while

especially for some of you
vmc

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