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contradictions - vincent_hiphop lyrics

[verse 1]
suicidal but i’m scared of death
tightrope, i only look down i don’t look ahead
cause i’m afraid the closer i get to the end of the line
i’m gonna fall harder than i ever did
i ain’t ever had a bad day (why?)
cause every bad day’s my good day
get a little too happy i get worried its all gonna slip and fall away
so i look down cause least i know
i can expect the same outcome right

[hook]
contradictions
devoted to what’s not, real
choose what i don’t got, to feel
is there anyone listenin’?
[verse 2]
get this sh*t up off my chest
i ain’t just talkin’ bout regrеts
but this bulletproof vest i’ve been totin’
sincе i’ve been keepin’ this fake arrogance in check
and confidence i ain’t found yet
it’s like i bought this vest at walmart
cause it keeps on lettin’ everything in
the person i hate the most
his words keep on gettin’ through
but the funny thing is he’s the one
who’s there for my family the most, through and through
who’d give me one of his clothes off his back
without askin’ for anything back
but he said some f*cked up sh*t to my face once
and i can’t let go of that
so in the meantime i just let off an onslaught of attacks
barrage an stab ’em in the back
and when that’s not enough
bring his family into the rap like i did in that one track
but stoppin’ means swallowin’ my dose of humility
and i don’t wanna be an addict
contradictions

[hook]
devoted to what’s not, real
choose what i don’t got, to feel
like i’m ascendin’ the hill
either that or i might just die on the hill
swallow the pill, my pride
but the moment i do is the moment the contradictions arise
cause i find that pride i’m swallowin’
ain’t even real
[verse 3]
and i see these women and think, godd*mn
big ass, big tits, the whole deal
and i want ’em man
but more than that i just want ’em selfishly for myself
crowdin’ around me like they were put on a shelf
for everyone else to see, like trophy
to show those who look down on me
what i was able to earn with a shot that weren’t free
but the truth of the matter is i just want a partner for the company
to accompany me, comfort me, take the shots with me
dish ’em back out with me
me and her against the world
bonnie and clyde for eternity, to love me
but i can’t have it cause my pride just wants the b*tches and s*x more
ain’t that what p*ssy for?
p*ss*poor doug, remember who you were before
invisible in every f*cking walmart store (i’m still invisible)
but in these pages you’re not ignored

[verse 4]
and i got this family around me
warm sweater, i just get colder though ain’t that funny
so i don’t tell ’em anything bothering me
don’t wanna be a bother
nah i’m just lying
just look at my sis, she’s the one i’m closest to on this earth
she’s about as close as it gets
but i don’t tell her sh*t i’m goin’ through
cause i don’t know how she’ll take it
maybe she won’t have the tolerance i built up through my youth
she might get depressed too
blow her family a kiss
slit her wrists and say bro this was for you
then what am i left with
but contradictions

- vincent_hiphop lyrics

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