fmd(fighting my demons) - vince color lyrics
(intro)
i don’t think that you should love me…
the way you do
sometimes i don’t even like what i see in the mirror…
sometimes i don’t even like what i see in the mirror….
(verse 1)
honestly i don’t like myself at this moment..
i’m fighting my demons…
they shooting i’m taking the bullets…
they looting and stealing my spirit…
i’m pouring… polluting my system…
and smoking,dodging the feelings…
i don’t really think that i need this…
pandemonium…
but it’s life that i’m living…
(chorus)
i see all this sh*t…
ain’t what i was told it is…
now i’m peeping thru my rearview and i’m hating it…
maybe it’s how it’s supposed to be…
koz when i look in deeper…
there’s hate in it….
maybe it’s how it’s supposed to be…
koz when i look in deeper…
there’s hate in it….
the end is getting nearer…
and only you know…
only you know…
(verse 2)
last night before i
sleep…
i was thinking of slitting my wrist…
but i dexided to kneel…
and skream god help me please…
i don’t wanna see tomorrow…
i don’t ever lie about sh*t…
but i wish i kould die now dormant while lying on these sheets…
i’m addikted to something that stealing my peaxe…
and the voices in my head… busy telling me… n*gga…you being so stupid and selfish…
all you gotta be thinking about is your kids..
this is your bed… now lay in it…
this is your life… embrace the sh*t…
but only if you knew there ain’t no day that passes by…
(chorus)
i see all this sh*t…
ain’t what i was told it is…
now i’m peeping thru my rearview and i’m hating it…
maybe it’s how it’s supposed to be…
koz when i look in deeper…
there’s hate in it….
maybe it’s how it’s supposed to be…
koz when i look in deeper…
there’s hate in it….
the end is getting nearer…
and only you know…
only you know…
(outro)
they trying to help….
but it’s up to me
do i want help?
i do want help…
i do wanna stop…
this demon man…
it’s a demon… and it’s uhh…
it’s by far one of the hardest things i ever enkountered…
the hardest battle… i never en…. i ever… ever… fought..
that i’m still fighting right now …
and it’s winning… it’s winning..
it’s getting the best of me…
but i pray that i…
one day i win
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