alone again - until i die lyrics
[intro]
(let me say i’m sorry for)
(my waste of sp*ce and nothing more)
(how can i show you how much more i’d like to be?)
[verse 1]
i just crave human contact!
why is it so hard to find?!
was it right in front of me?!
why couldn’t i find it all this time?!
you leave me to pursue!
something that just helps you!
while i’m stuck at home alone with myself!
how can i just break out?!
sitting every day
with the plague i can’t maintain
always prove me right
out of sight
left alone tonight
if people saw me alright
i don’t care what they say
so, f*ck what you think you know!
cause you’re my enemy!
[chorus]
cause for the first time
i feel likе i can be alone again
even though i don’t wanna bе
it eats inside of me
like i cannot amount to anything
while you do your best to satisfy
[verse 2]
will i ever be something?!
i give my all and still end up nothing!
i know there’s more out there than this life!
but watching you succeed f*cking feels like*!
a knife to the heart
seems that i’m falling apart
pick my pieces up
torn up parts that won’t fit again
my current expectations!
will never be met!
i live in desperation!
failing once again!
[chorus]
cause for the first time
i feel like i can be alone again
even though i don’t wanna be
it eats inside of me
like i cannot amount to anything
while you do your best to satisfy
[post*chorus]
let me say i’m sorry for
my waste of sp*ce and nothing more
how can i show you how much more i’d like to be?!
watching you do what is right
as i waste away my nights
how did i slip away from what was true to me?!
[breakdown]
shame, anger, guilt, and self*blame!
i feel this pain
i’m comparing once again!
back from within
i’m getting tired of this!
i never sleep!
i need help!
b*tch! ugh!
you are somebody!
i could never be anybody!
you always seem to be succeeding!
while i’m always disappointing!
[chorus]
cause for the first time
i feel like i can be alone again
even though i don’t wanna be
it eats inside of me
like i cannot amount to anything
while you do your best!
[outro]
let me say i’m sorry for
my waste of sp*ce and nothing more
how can i show you how much more i’d like to be?!
watching you do what is right
as i waste away my nights
how did i slip away from what was true to me?!
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