hurricane saudade - unpure lyrics
it’s so f*cking funny how you made me believe
that… we would always last
‘cause suddenly
it came to me that
you would only and always surpass
my memories with you, my love i showed for you
and it would hurt me every time, and yes it still, it does
but i’m just so tired and f*cking sick of all your little lies
i just still can’t seem to get you out of my head, along with all of our stupid fights
i wish it could have worked but i know that this is better
since you only showed me half love, well, your love was only like the weather
you seemed to be with me at times, but only to not hurt me
but other times, you wanted me?
or maybe that was only in my f*cking mind
well, it doesn’t matter now since i’m putting that all behind
it has been for years, so i should just get sober now
we weren’t even together so i don’t see the point
of feeling saudade over you, and all our stupid fights
i know that you’re not actually dead, but you should be dead to me
but anyway, you should just leave me here, like you always ever have
but you made me think that we had the chance
sure you were there for me, and even in times where i was alone
wait that’s right, that’s what you made me think, but soon popped up with another girl
you popped up with another hoe, i should’ve known, where did our love even go, and she was telling me that it was always fake
that you were only a friend to me?
in all those times of self*hate
you said you were never like all the others, but you only f*cking lied to me
another thing you told me you would never do, and the list just keeps going on and on
would you like another peep of that?
yeah, sure, okay
let’s go for another round
now, i hate that i couldn’t see that, but also that you’re not with me
sure i don’t need you, but i came to realize, that i was slowly becoming attached to you, and with all of the stupid things that you do
all of the stupid things you would say, like “it will all be okay”
well that’s true, you made me feel okay with you, but now you’re gone and i have nowhere to go
nothing to do, just cooped in my room, wondering what did i ever do?
just feeling blue, that wasn’t cool, and i’m thinking to myself: “now you’ve done it”
you*you’ve done what?
you lied to me, you ghosted me, you popped up with another chick? i’m just processing this on repeat so please, just give me a moment
i’m thinking about this, hang on, you know what?
f*ck you
i don’t need you
maybe i did, but i just don’t need you at the moment
i’ve written your name in sheets of paper, burning them to just erase the
memories of you, making me feel f*cking okay
all of my emotions with you, but wait
i’m done here, all i’ve ever done is sat here
alone in my room, with nothing to do, but just think about you in my room
well i should start running, and you should too
you followed me on instagram?
well, oh cool, i’m blocking you
please just get out of my head, i am just so done with you
and my other ex, just came back, so now i’m feeling black and blue
but just in my head, but you know what?
“what?” no one seems to even care
i’m getting mentally*abused?
that doesn’t matter, it’s not a real thing, as long as you always have the best of me
as long as you have advantage of me, you can just still manage
go past my percentage of how i’m about to break
oh no, that went to 90… yesterday?
well oh, you can just go run
run from me, since that’s all you ever do
so you’ll be safe and sound inside, all of your b*lls of f*cking lies
while i’m sitting here, with a hurricane full of evil thoughts running through my mind
you’re surrounded in it, all your obnoxious lies
i just couldn’t seem to notice, until it caught me by surprise
that… maybe you were just always high, or maybe you just lost all emotion
maybe it was my fault then?
since i left you
in all of those nights
feeling hopeless
uh*oh
oh no, not again
here’s the guilt once again, just flooding in
well, i just don’t have time for that, so for now, i’m saying adios
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