hatred - unhinged lyrics
[verse 1]
things in life are looking up but somethings still looking down on me i feel the energies surrounding me n crowding me tryna stay level headed but all i’m feeling is f*cking angry
angry with myself i hate myself is it me being delusional or is it really my mental health too many coincidences adding up in my head am i impulsive or jus listening to the voices again
i can’t be mended, i’m past the point of repair there’s nothing in my life worth defending, everyday i’m getting more lost in my head than i ever been might jus mutilate myself until i can see my heartbeat
i’m no stranger to self infliction, multiple personalities n detrimental visions thoughts in my head get a lil vicious man i’m no stranger to f*ckin n chuckin b*tches ima ugly pimp with no self respect slit my wrists n have a sesh to forget the pain n the torment the thoughts in my mind is like walkin through a gauntlet
[verse 2]
mixed emotions loud music beer n constant commotion getting so waved i’m moving in slow motion blurry vision like i’m living a wavey life like a night at motion
i’m no stranger to the waves drink a sh*t load of alcohol n ride the wave i’ve got tunnel vision, like im living in the caves man i’m feeling f*cking waved
short temper leave a donnys head shaved man i’m feeling crazy laughing psychoticly like i’m on laughing gas feeling evil like triple 6 but i ain’t no mafia blacking out whils i’m swinging this mach right at ya
i don’t wanna be violent i’m tryna chill sippin on my budweiser, quiet guy but ill open up a neek like a can of tiser police station interview i’m none the wiser
i give the silent treatment with an evil eye like the cat got my tongue, i look innocent but must be the devil in disguise, with a sinister grin i look like the antichrist
red eyes but i ain’t high sore eyes from all the lies i told myself locked in my flat no one hears my cries i gotta bipolar mind been trying crazy all my lifes
d*mn im crazed my mind is a maze i’m amazed that my mind n my soul is stuck this way i’m lost in the fog n i’m losing count of the days foggy minded like i’m blazed gonna go on a rampage until the alarm is raised
paramedics turning up at 10pm n 5am thinkin i’m about ima put my life to an end or ima hurt someone else so much pent up hatred i take it out on my self i let it out i’m deffo going crazy n i’m deffo past the point of saving it jus starts building up again im ina endless cycle i need some help i don’t wanna die but i might end up k!lling myself
i need a way out of this you can see it in my lyrics they switch up n go off topic this ain’t no gimmicks its real sh*t i ain’t tryna be cryptic this is how i think my mind is a weird place and it’s f*cking hard to live with it so if your hearing this jus know i wanna change but i’m not sure how much longer i can liver with the sh*t it’s getting harder everyday and i pray all this negativity just goes away
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