i lie so i don't cry - twisthiphop lyrics
[hook]
i lie so i don’t cry
i try so i don’t die
sidelined, broken, won’t fly
lifelined soldier, hope fights
the ocd, man, it’s k!lling me
rap is the only thing saving me
tryna survive, yeah, i better be
tryna find out my identity, yeah
i lie so i don’t cry, i try so i don’t die
sidelined, i got no flights, but i’m lifelined so the hope fights
[verse 1]
seven years since mom died but i’m still numb most nights
i wake up every day but i still have no life
football practice three days a week then i nosedive
in thе pool, football like liverpool, yeah, thosе guys
then the school, there i close eyes
it’s middle school, then i go ninth grade
little stools, like an old bike and wannabe bullies, yeah, they pitiful
they ridicule but they don’t bite, like a pitbull with dog cones
i’m sick of dudes that i don’t like
now i’m missing school, not most times
like once, twice a month’s time
my dad tries but sometimes he gets drunk like “oh my”
and he says things that hurts my feelings
and my bro frightened, i calm them both
i am so glad at the same time that my dad never gave up since mom died
but i’ve been a father too, to myself and my bro
and this stress building up, i’m just fourteen years old
i value alone time, only then, i control
i respect my elders but i’m still scared of what’ll unfold so
[hook]
i lie so i don’t cry (i lie so i don’t cry)
and i try so i don’t die (i try so i don’t die)
sidelined, broken, won’t fly (sidelined, broken, won’t fly)
lifelined soldier, hope fights (let’s go!)
the ocd, man, it’s k!lling me
rap is the only thing saving me
tryna survive, yeah, i better be
tryna find out my identity
i lie so i don’t cry, i try so i don’t die
sidelined, i got no flights
but i’m lifelined so the hope fights, yeah the hope fights
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