aneurysm - t$unami811 lyrics
nah forreal
i ain’t even tryna be dramatic
this is real
war with my mind was kinda tragic
had to chill
i was wildin out to feed the dragon
real spill
i don’t think n0body understand me
grim reaper calling
thought that it was my time to die
laying on that bed
pray to god that i would be fine
19 years old shaved head
with like half a mind
one h*ll of a procedure
and i can’t change it now
said its craniotomy
it felt like some lobotomy
rearrange my brain
seen myself like frankenstein to me
doctor messed up
told my mom that it didn’t work
so they gotta go back in
it ain’t no reverse
bypass surgery with clips
they had it figured out
tore my whole forearm up
just to get it out
talkin bout my artery
man this where it get hard for me
took it out
attach it to the one that’s coming from my feet
tell me something doc
do you think it’s gonna work
talkin bout “this my job
just let me work.”
say no more drug me up then
let’s get to it
i passed out and woke up
feeling like a new human
nah forreal
i ain’t even tryna be dramatic
this is real
war with my mind was kinda tragic
had to chill
i was wildin out to feed the dragon
real spill
i don’t think n0body understand me
two days passed
i was healing my condition
something went wrong
i could see it in my vision
face felt numb
and my fingers started stiffing
tongue started drooping
and i couldn’t hold a pencil
“momma something wrong,”
see that’s what i tried to shout out
all my words slurred
i could barely get a sound out
feet crossed i couldn’t walk
to even pee now
well your boy had a stroke
look at me now
so much happened
kinda hard to fit it in a song
i remember crushing up them xans
and putting it in a bong
i remember crushing up that oxy
putting it in a blunt
i remember poppin 2 tabs
just to warm up
i remember pouring up a 8th
to get slowed up
i remember quarters of them shrooms
would make me throw up
i remember gummin that coke
late in the night time
or maybe it was morning
i didn’t know i was on white time
drugs all in my system
i was definitely an addict
i know if it f*cked me up
i had to have it
got d*mn i dont know why
i got all these habits
then i reminded myself
it the traumatics
nah forreal
i ain’t even tryna be dramatic
this is real
war with my mind was kinda tragic
had to chill
i was wildin out to feed the dragon
real spill
i don’t think n0body understand me
gotta thank god
it’s no way i woulda made it through
good faith and determination
to be a better dude
bounce back incredible timing
i had to get up
not one cell in my body
could make me b*tch up
walking on my own two feet
reading books and sh*t
can’t n0body tell me sh*t
look what i been through
that ain’t even all of it
i’m tryna keep it simple
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