nf off the perks - trixx music lyrics
[verse 1]
not the type to talk an awful lot
cuz he’d
rather write and jot on all his thoughts
off and on is not an option
often i’ve forgotten i can stop
and on the topic talking problems
i got lots (like a lot)
always in my head i never let up
thoughts are heavier than lead or metal
and they weigh me down but i can’t let go
you’re a joker worse than jared leto
you’re a poser go and k!ll yourself bro
you’re not sober so uh get some help bro
you should grab a rope and put your head through
you’re not supposed to make it quit ahеad dude
for the sake of еveryone
get a gun and paint a red room
so i keep it quiet
not a peep i’m silent
scared of being violent
where the demons hiding
here to feed em lies and
they increase in size
i think like my life set up
bet i’m on the set of
truman show forever
soon as things better
life will come and check ya
when will this sh*t end i
feel like i’m suck on a bender
no will i give up i surrender
so fill up my cup with the x
look at these rappers i think that i’m next…
to die from the x
look at these rappers i think i’m the best my pride is mess
probably stemming from all the neglect
like goggins i’m running from thoughts in my head
not like the rest
i am an opposite
if i’m not dropping i gotta be dead
not to be too negative
but i got lots of baggage kids
often i’m in anguish it’s
impossible to vanquish it
i’m talking bold but hate the sh*t
i pop an o and take a lyft
not optional it’s
i swallow or lock and load
and make it cl!ck
but i survived
look at me now
if ima die
my family be proud
i been preparing
to rain in drought
i’m not there really there yet but
hey just about
people been staring
i’m making a crowd
transparent as air that i’m making it out
so get on my wagon for i’m in the clouds
been waiting a while
waiting a while
[chorus]
stuck in these
stuck in these
days where no one f*cked me
even my own people said
they ain’t got no love for me
think that i don’t see though
all the bullsh*t that you stuck to me
say that i’m bum
ha
that is only what you see
stuck in these
stuck in these
days where no one f*cked me
even my own people said
they ain’t got no love for me
think that i don’t see though
all the bullsh*t that you stuck to me
say that i’m bum
ha
that is only what you see
[verse 2]
but behind the scenes i’m wagging war
what the f*ck you take me for
rapping like it makes me more than t*swift on her eras tour
there is nothing scarier than meeting me in my area
i’ll bury yea
builds character
airing it out
we’re in the clouds
i’m real as it gets
your fake as the tits on nicolette shea
i’m making it big
i’m taking the lead
like i’m johnny sins
grinding i’m finding my purpose in this
i don’t know why i’m determined as this
i try to define it in words but i can’t
a vibe that i ride and it’s sorta a trance
so you’ll understand
before all of this
myself i despised
sort of a b*tch
all i could feel
was purposelessness
i wanted to die
dr would put on ssri’s
my health would decline
all i could feel was the edge of my knife
if they work for you
i guess it’s alright
but there is a reason that everyone ever who shot up a school
was on ssri’s
so insecure had no friends except the words
etched upon the page set in lead they stayed in engraved
i’m perplexed about the way it
kept this fellon out the grave
could’ve been up in a morgue
but i said oh h*ll no way
now that i’m running i can’t really stop
like a reactor i’m gonna go pop
most of y’all want it but won’t ever start
this game for the streets
but i gave it my heart
somebody gotta come father these thoughts
y’all talking r*t*rded and need a restart
i’m coming to conquer the scene in the dark
we need to depart
need to depart
[chorus]
stuck in these
stuck in these
days where no one f*cked me
even my own people said
they ain’t got no love for me
think that i don’t see though
all the bullsh*t that you stuck to me
say that i’m bum
ha
that is only what you see
stuck in these
stuck in these
days where no one f*cked me
even my own people said
they ain’t got no love for me
think that i don’t see though
all the bullsh*t that you stuck to me
say that i’m bum
ha
that is only what you see
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