am i worthy? - trippie sixx lyrics
(verse 1)
up late no sleeping
can’t escape my feelings
trapped in a cycle it’s always repeating
the thoughts that i keep in
my head haunt my dreams and
i’ll keep them inside cos i’m so bad at speaking
left all the drugs in the past, yeah
but i’m always afraid to relapse, yeah
and they’re always on my mind
spend my nights looking back
dwelling on the days when i wasn’t so sad
(hook)
i feel like i’m dying so slowly (so slowly)
and i don’t think my friends even know me (no lie)
i’m waiting for someone to show me (to show me)
a reason to feel like i’m worthy (of life)
(bridge)
i was laid in thе hospital
with no one to talk at all
suicidal thoughts in my head seemed so logical
likе who really cares if i’m gone
cos i’m trying my best to hold on
(verse 2)
i’ve got trauma from childhood but no one believes me
you ever watched your neighbour get murdered on tv?
ever heard a gunshot so loud late at night
cos his friend couldn’t cope and he wanted to die?
my friend had a sister got hit by a train
and she wasn’t alone when she died on that day
watching a family go through so much pain
makes my own problems seem trivial and pale
the scars from my past they still haunt me today
at 16 years old when i thought i was g*y
and i went for a drink with a man twice my age
blacked out and woke up and knew i’d been (argh)
and for years after that i was angry and sad
never said a word bout the troubles i had
felt too ashamed to find answers
so it ate me inside like a cancer
(verse 3)
my cousin was k!lled and it broke me inside
knew that he’d been all alone when he died
i went to his funeral and saw with my eyes
what it did to my family broke down and cried
and all of my life i feel something is missing
making these songs cos i know no ones listening
close myself off and i make myself distant
plan out a way to escape my existence
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