sober since the first - trenchbabydrip lyrics
i know how this sound but they just paint me as the villain
been scarred since a child, i can’t help it, i need healing
i guess i’ll put it in a song since y’all so willing to listen
i just don’t want no sympathy from y’all, my diamonds glisten
the devil in my dreams trying to get into my head
i ain’t worried ‘bout a op at all because all them n*ggas dead
and i been sober since the first and my emotions getting worse
i been seeking true love but feel i’m under a curse
i was just with my brodie now he up in a hears
and if you speak on bro name you must be down to get hurt
percocets for his pain he got sprite and it’s dirty
asking me for chump change when you grown in yo thirties
me and brother thuggin’ posted up we outside
i been seeing the slugs but i’m just biting my pride
and we won’t let hoes split us up, brothers we ride or die
and then this hoe, she played me, then tried to hit up my guy
tough, n*gga
instead of crying i built up my roster and played me like 10 more hoes to make me feel better, but she still got one up on me
i play this game ‘cause it be stuck with me
deep up in my bag fries at the bottom and i’m hustling
remember hanging out with my cousins
running from polices jumping fences we thuggin’
ducking pot holes and busy roads we was druggin’
trying to get clothes we couldn’t pr*nounce ‘cause that’s what’s buzzin’
washing up my old bro he mixing xanax with k2
listenin’ to the preacher saying daily “god can save you”
me i want a son, but a daughter so i can see these women different
all the ones that really want me they just really don’t got my interest
go to the college get some knowledge i’m trying to change up my image
getting played every couple months ‘cause i can’t change these women
can’t even change myself i’m steady being stupid, guess i deserve it
talking ‘bout “i’m chasing bags” but i’m buying all these birkins
slowly dying, ain’t on purpose and i’m forgiving every person that ever hurt me
probably take ‘em all back ‘cause i ain’t learned yet
got addicted to those codeine pills from after surgery
it took away the pain and eased my mind ‘cause i was hurting
they say i’m nonchalant or really i just lost emotions
if i got ‘em then they probably in a cup poured up in potions
the kids look up to me they stuck with me for me ‘cause i’m the poet
but this pain that i express is real for real and they don’t know it
i’m in high spirits with every one i meet ‘cause i don’t show it
and i done lost a couple friends that turned to rats and snakes and rodents
making others happy, makes me happy that’s why i stay going
i see them trying to break me but i’m building up too strong
seems like 2 rights make a wrong
i done stopped doing drugs, thought i couldn’t leave them alone
they said i’m a be back on ‘em but i’m trying to prove ‘em wrong
lost in my thoughts but remember the taste of lean
hurts to go to sleep i’m seeing exes in my dreams
asking god like “what that mean?” like am i supposed to run back? or am i*
just wake up mad and i just don’t wanna be me
know that i’m a public figure but i don’t wanna be seen
i think i’m a bad influence but i keep taking the lead
and my life is full of struggle like why they hating on me?
traumatic experiences everyday i’m struggling to breathe
3 new watches on my wrist i’m a whole different breed
see the post i post the issue i want all of the beef
snake me when i’m at my lowest, now you calling on me
i’m like the glue, i hold together but they falling on me
and then my heart just torn into pieces
when i’m by myself i just get angry for no reason
depression comes and goes and then comes back like it’s a season
and i ain’t really country when they cross me i say treason
pray to god for fight my demons all these kids they trying to be me
i’m the poet of the streets and all these rappers they won’t beat me
“guess i gotta go, but you want me to stay, but ya so toxic baby, so toxic baby”
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