scorpions - toke wright lyrics
this is my life
not just something i write
i’ve been working on this since 2011
released my first song in 2010
got saved 2012
i’ve been through h-ll
not all these songs are going to be perfect
some of these songs, they might make you nervous
might seem wrong, but it’s not for the churches
waiting for the verdict as you overlook the purpose
this for the people that yell ‘cause they can’t figure out what to do with their life
i don’t want to get ahead of myself but on this journey there’s been many times that i’ve failed
there was many times i was feeling alone
sitting at home
sipping patron
i would sit on my thoughts and just zone
as my mind roam
depressed, i would feel like i’m all gone
as i see people smiling
i’m thinking of dying
throwing my hands to the sky and i’m crying
screaming out, ‘why am i here?’
i’m not going to sugar coat it
i’m not going to water it down
i was living in sorrow
with fear of tomorrow
i thought i might drown
suicide on my brain
with drugs in my veins
how do i cope with the pain
yeah. how do i cope with the pain
i felt like when people looked into my eyes, they could see all of my sin
so how could i live for a god? how could i even pretend
and you could smell the weed up on me as soon as i entered into a room
teachers asking, ‘what is happening?’ knowing my life is filled and consumed
with drugs and thugs
forget about getting a buzz
i would just shrug it off
lost, not knowing the cost
anger just filling me up. one little thing i go off
i couldn’t even smile
i promise i didn’t know how
so this is the journey turning from what i was then to who i am now
and i can’t say i’m perfect. no, not even close
but through this life, i’ve gained a new hope
still struggle a lot, but god fix what is broke
and he still loved me at the end of my rope
you don’t have to be good to follow jesus. that’s a perception the world made
he takes all of your broke pieces and loves you regardless. you heard me?
you can be whole
you’re not alone
the snakes and the scorpions have no control
you have authority to overcome the battle of life
when habits are sliced
confess them to god
i know that it’s odd
but what can you lose
you may have worries feeling bruised and confused
this life isn’t easy. i’m speaking with truth
welcome to the struggle of seeking the proof
but with the doubt, i’m throwing the deuce
my faith building up. no ceiling. no roof
i know that you’re real and i’m trusting in you
(who?)
wait. no. i got rid of you. get away from me. stop. oh, god. help me! i need you. stop it
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