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heda (demo #2) - tilfall lyrics

[chorus]
in love with a character whose lacking existence
look to her eyes and her distorted pigments
why am i trapped up in these false final fictions
the section of this question bringing hate but to my mentions
i’m loving her black paint but her smiles leave me breathless

[verse 1]
here i am reading this i wish i could text it
my heart is left in holes just like the yellow of swiss
i feel casted but into this dark feeling abyss
i wrote a note once just to stop the reminisce
the one thing that it did was relieve some of my stress
she talking in my sleep sayin move on for the best
she’s telling me this but is still ripping my chest
she livin in my heart with her deepest of confess
my tears fall for her but never have for none the rest
sitting in my bed i drain my mind but nonetheless

[verse 2]
like, living every day with a conscious hate for self
crying on my knees see her sitting next to shelf
she handed me this paper wrote regarding mental health
i tell her all my problems deeper than the words c-n-l
her comfort is like therapy just for my crackled sh-ll
i let out sacred words, the ones that hold the wealth
i tell her wanna solve the world i think i need your help
she tell me how you gon’ trust me when u don’t trust yourself
this hatred i done delt, this empathy done felt
i asked her one more time i said just why you ever left
she tell me that her fate was just to end up dispossessed
invest up in the best and you won’t end up just like me
shot up in the chest but still lives on but through my rest
the great heft of your zest it got me feeling i’m distressed
my depression overcoming me like i am a small flee
the rocks of your weight keep staring endlessly
you say you wanna see me better guess it’s up to me
everyday i question still what do you wanna see
life about more than surviving that’s the key
one day wanna settle down porch drink some tea

- tilfall lyrics

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