life is pain - therealdylann lyrics
took a one way to j*pan and left it all back in the past
sippin, double cash, got a thousand dollar glass
thinkin’ bout the b*tch i wanted but couldn’t have
i’m tired of feeling like i deserve to be f*ckin sad
it’s hard to stop the reminiscing, harder to forget the feelings
thats what bring human is
you cry for help but no listens
no one’s free, we’re all enslaved to some sort of mental prison
life is pain but you can find the beauty in it if you’re willing
the younger version of myself would hate who i’ve become
cause even though i’m paid, i’ve grown to be alone and numb
i did what’s best for my career but i stopped having fun
i lost my spark throughout the years thats me just being blunt
still not sure what would make me feel like i’m complete
i used to think that it was love it was my biggest dream
before i ever found out relationships sink
i let jesus take the wheel, i take a back seat
i told my momma that i’d go and get a college degree
i disappointed her when i got to involved with the streets
luckily i found a way to pay the bills on these beats
but i ain’t found a way to drop the pills i’m geeked like a feind
i’m an underdog story all the odds was against me
fought for everything i got, but i don’t wanna be empty
picked apart from what i’m not i feel like n0body gets me
suicide been on my mind cause it’s honesty tempting
(yeah)
look to the sky, been wondering the rain
couple of duce mixed with henney i’m sippin that pain
lookin back where i came from, and all that i’ve obtained
familiar faces i see faded they now estranged
walking down this lonely road
i ain’t got nowhere to go, meet me at a cross road
where souls and ghosts go
i said meet me at the cross road
where souls and ghosts go
cause i can’t bear another second (yeah)
my life is just a joke, deserved it i be stranded
and abandoned way too many times
loading nine, machete blade i’m back from suicide
pushed to the edge, i’m on this ledge cause
ive been thrown aside, if this the end
i’m kn the board straight to the afterlife
yeah, words like i love you, we a family, i got you
did more harm then good, cause in the end i knew that you would leave
when all said and done, you ain’t gonna wanna be near me
i know that i fell, im just a f*ck up,between you and me
everything i touch i ruin
i’m school i was always truing, steady getting locked up
mom i’m sorry, but i’m only human
used to see my sis behind the glass she
asked when i’d be home, everytime i hear
the word, i’d be there soon but ion know
consequences for my actions, after tryna keep me gone
missed a lot of birthdays, active in the streets
i know i’m wrong, love was im the graveyard
death became my biggest enemy
on the day i die, i pray and hope that y’all remember me
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