imagination - therealdylann lyrics
[verse 1]
it’s all for nothin’, everythin’ i’ve done
you don’t want to live when you lose the one you love
you don’t want to live when you hate who you’ve become
i don’t go outside no more, i never see the sun
antisocial, i don’t wanna talk
always been a introverted misfit ’til my heart stops
speedin’ on the highway ’til the wheels fall off
any chance of hope i had is gone now, it’s long lost
i can’t adapt to these changes, i’ll never be who they think
i’ve been depressed and i’m crazy, i can’t let go of this drink
everythin’ can comе to an end as quick as you blink
my life is still an open door, еveryone leaves
they all let me down, i don’t know who i can trust
tie a noose around my neck, i feel like i’m already hung
i ain’t scared to die, already put a bullet in this gun
i’m a quitter, i’m a sinner, why fight when i can run?
i can’t accept this life, i wake up in the nighttime
drive up to the skyline when i’m gettin’ sky high
memories and highlights flow into my mind
i think about the me that i lost through all the dark times
[verse 2]
maybe*maybe i was made in somebody’s imagination
maybe i’m just losin’ it, i have hallucinations
if love equals happiness, i’m not part of that equation
i’ll always be alone, sufferin’ in isolation
no one cares about me, i’m an afterthought
floatin’ into nothingness, i feel like i’m an astronaut
when i express my feelings to people, they f*cking laughed it off
they thought i’d be okay even though i told them they had it wrong
[verse 3]
i wanna be important but i’m just a waste of sp*ce
i know that i’m nothin’ special, i know i can be replaced
i’m a monster, i’m not pure, ain’t no angel, i’m a disgrace
i’m a burden, dead weight that no one wants to embrace
and what i feel is real pain, i don’t put on a performance
so don’t minimize my problems ‘cause they’re giant, enormous
i’m bad luck, what the f*ck, i never had any fortune
it’s one thing after another, they come without any warning
i tell it like it is, there’s conviction in my words
only few understand the energy that i exert
makin’ music’s my therapy, up ’til now i think it’s worked
but now it doesn’t matter, no matter what, i feel hurt
suicidal thoughts, i lost my survival instincts
nothin’ left to live for, i just wanna make my wrist bleed
unstabled, i’m not grounded, i dig underneath in six feet
i look awake but no i ain’t, i’m three z’s, in deep sleep
paradox after paradox, i’m bein’ me
digestin’ statements that i make the truth is what you make believe
it’s how you perceive what’s received
there’s no right or wrong, only life and no one knows what it means
i hope it’s only a dream
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