a risk we took - therealdylann lyrics
[verse]
i pray that you forgive me for being someone i’m not
i regret every second i spend wasting inside my thoughts
our relationship is over, but girl, our love isn’t lost
you deserve the world and in the end, i was nothing but talk
i wish that i changed in time, i wish that i treated you differently
i was only here psychically and i know you tried fixing me
i was stuck in my ways, so fixated on pain
you really drove me insane, as if i was replaced
i accept all the blame, i make countlеss stupid mistakes
and now it’s too little too late, i’ll carry this wеight to my grave
it’s me who created this sp*ce between us and pushed you away
the truth is that i ruined everything and made your heart break
now you’re picking up shattered pieces all by yourself
i broke your self*esteem and i played with your mental health
i’m sorry, but sorry doesn’t mean anything but farewell
i heard you, i can’t forgive myself, someday i’ll burn in h*ll
you know i’m your person
underneath my empty surface is the spirit that you knew
i was swallowed and consumed
by the shadows of my past, when i try to fight them i’d lose
i’m good, not evil baby, it’s my fault that you’re confused
i can’t believe i didn’t see you, can’t believe i didn’t hear you
god, i hate this feeling, you disappeared, now i’m nowhere near you
i still see a future with you, i can’t put you in my rear view
f*ck what everybody thinks, trust yourself, that voice within you
all my addictions affected, all my decisions, i’m quitting everything
i’m becoming clean
i was a fiend, that was me, yeah, but that ain’t me
you’re my only dream, now it all feels like a dream, maybe i’m asleep
i know you need clarity, i know i need therapy
i know you can’t trust me ’cause you’re still afraid and scared of me
i took you for granted, you took care of me and cherished me
i was supposed to do the same, i failed, how embarrassing
you’re my favourite place on this planet that i can stand
anywhere is home with you, i know you understand
we’re supposed to die side by side, holding hands
with smiles on our faces after years of being sad
listen, i’m your soulmate, forever yours eternally
i mean that sh*t eternity, i’ll wait ’til you return to me
wait ’til i grow eternally, wait ’til there’s no more hurt in me
i know i wasn’t worthy of you, i showed you the worst of me
and i make you happier than anybody ever could
let me give you everything in this life that i said i would
you and me are different, we always been so misunderstood
we knew that our love was dangerous, but that’s still a risk we took
Random Song Lyrics :
- sunflower sunset on crack - stars and skylines lyrics
- one life - 808alex lyrics
- slasher - xronos lyrics
- no one is around for me - astrid black lyrics
- understand - hussein2k & dirtyspark lyrics
- cows - pearl river lyrics
- discomvakulated - eminem & ammob lyrics
- small rotations - yuke (uk) lyrics
- love you like i want to - mikayla lane lyrics
- rivers & plains - june of 44 lyrics