scars (intro) - the kid unknøwn lyrics
[spoken: unknown person]
i sit on my bed, crossed legs thinking to myself why am i still here ? something feels off.. i grab the piece of metal sitting next to me,blood drips down my thigh…i sometimes wonder would anyone even notice me gone, me dead, my dissapearance,next to me there less a sharp blade covered in blood*
i promised myself i wouldn’t but i did, i did it and there is no going back but somehow i feel better the way it hurts its likе taking away the pain but adding more? idk how to describе it. as i shower the blood drips down , watching it flow thru the water, watching the two collide it stings , it feels good i cry not sad tears but like tears of relief i sometimes wonder if i actually listen to the ppl and k!ll myself would i be free?… finally?
maybe just maybe i could be normal , i could fit in, i could be the perfect size, maybe i could be like the others and vape in the bathrooms maybe i could be like the others and have s*x…maybe i could fit in… but i don’t want to ik better than that i realize i’m not normal , im a screw*up and its not fair, the life we live in, but i just can’t help it no one understands what i’m going through i can’t talk to my friends….no… its to sensitive of a topic for them, maybe just maybe if i wasn’t a screw up my father wouldn’t have dislocated my shoulder when i was four or maybe i wouldn’t have been hung over a balcony by my feet being threatned to get dropped, the thing is i act happy and joyful and sh*t but in reality i just don’t want anyone to worry, no i care about them to much, i care about them more than i do myself, scars cover my thighs and tears roll down my face
im still living , still breathing, still suffering in pain,in silence
i love everyone but they can’t know because they will worry
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