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hold me back - the jibster lyrics

[hook: nina rae]
holding me back
why won’t you let go
heavy these chains
keeping me so close
burdened by pain
you had no way to know
how far you’d gone…
how far you’d gone…

[verse 1: the jibster]
man, looking back to my health
i’ve been praying for it to get better
“jake what’s the matter?
why are your tears still getting wetter?”
i don’t know man
i’m still feeling under the weather
yes, i was a lot worse than now
i should of felt better?
f*ck no! i still deal with it time to time
so apologies if this felt repetitive
can be positive and still feel negative
i was this f*cking close
getting abs and right in the head
still wanting to attack the world
’till it all goes to shreds
grab a f*ckin’ pistol
’till you’re all dead
even hated women
with so much anger
from the pain of dread
let me shout and yell
and see how p*ssed
i am, going back to the bottom
fading back down, like i’m missed
break back down in tears
while i start to clench my fists
why do you hate me this much?
being all vulnerable, unstable
is how i suppose to live?
[hook: nina rae]
holding me back
why won’t you let go
heavy these chains
keeping me so close
burdened by pain
you had no way to know
how far you’d gone…
how far you’d gone…

[verse 2: the jibster]
life is still taunting me
“haha you’d still lost
you’d fought so hard
but i’m still the boss
take away your running
was the price, it will cost”
f*ck you man
you’d took my only ability
and threw that in the garbage
struck me down with a hard toss
everything to do with energy
made me almost gave up
shout out to that one someone
who’s special, that got me back up
i was so scared i had no love in me
’till you got me out of the door
that is no longer shut
now it’s opened to you
i know you’re amazing, i can feel my guts
won’t say the name, just in case
you decided to have another change up
you get me, you knew what
no matter what happens
you’re still my inspiration
my sh*ll is now cracked, no longer a nut
[hook: nina rae]
holding me back
why won’t you let go
heavy these chains
keeping me so close
burdened by pain
you had no way to know
how far you’d gone…
how far you’d gone…

[verse 3: the jibster]
music was my only outlet
to speak through all my struggles
my health had interfered
i couldn’t go back and huddle
just had a hard time
to go back in the fields
was stuck in my own puddle
stutter a lot more
my voice left me in a fumble
couldn’t win back the football game
my emotions were in a juggle
maybe my life was better as a clown
being all tough is a joke
spit out my drink after i guzzle
laugh at my past mistakes
why was i so stupid?
you haters can’t get to me
i know i’m a p**p head
i talk more sh*t about myself
when i sit down and p**p it
you can’t even plunge any of it
it’ll just flood the house down
i hope you eat my own sh*t and chew it
i’m the biggest hater on myself
so shut the f*ck up, stupid
that’s my advice, so use it
[hook: nina rae]
holding me back
why won’t you let go
heavy these chains
keeping me so close
burdened by pain
you had no way to know
how far you’d gone…
how far you’d gone…

- the jibster lyrics

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