how many slugs can we throw against the wall until we question our own mortality - thank you, i'm so lyrics

anxiety is k!lling me
i don’t know what to think
refuse to eat, my body’s weak
i haven’t been sleepin’
these thoughts
running through my head
keep me awake in my bed
make my nights long
i’ll turn the scary thoughts into a song

i tell myself
i’m gonna die alone
i tell myself
i don’t have anyone
i tell myself
that i don’t matter much
won’t ever accomplish
the things i love