a once a year person - teaforestfruit lyrics
[verse]
i feel my eyes burning
the lies turning/ into a fire inside and/
it’s such a surprise
that ion wanna die/
i’m different/ who am i
first time i’m about to apply/
for jobs with no second thoughts
im not even lost
the things i want
the clothes i cope
i never thought/
they wouldn’t matter this much
my life/ i know what’s the cost
fear from god
appreciate/ the things i got
few or a lot/
it shouldn’t have made me forget/
who’s always watching me from the top
[verse]
i feel blessed to walk
blessed i can talk
having eyes to see
and all the extra things
and my brain i think
nah wait
a stable mind state, (what i want)
im happy with my fate
suicide thoughts/ i don’t tolerate
my emotions/ i don’t close the gate, (anymore)
i don’t complicate/ i do contemplate
just for the god’s sake
pray to god for my soul to take
for other sins i can’t resist to not commit
my afterlife’s on a risk
i must repent ‘fore the clock stops to tick
old cursed earth/
nothing more than what a wicked place is
ayoo
[verse]
how am i supposed to be happy
when the month has ended/
and we back to these boring days
friends are lost consider me too into their boat/ im not alone no more
actually/ i’d rather be sad
cause im not protected from myself
it seemed like i had it under control/
now it took a far left
far away from the way
so ion know what’s the motive
21 days enough to quite a habit
after just an hour/
we not fasting im browsing the stuff/
i need to have it
i own no power
urge and desire
sadness inspires
im starting seeking the end
[outro]
-summer draft piece
this look of defeat
eyes/ water with tears
the bad wants the good in me to leave
this is the theme of eid
kind of emotions i need
let my feelings take the lead
denial but deep down i’m in seek
feed off the places i’m weak
(i honestly can’t go any further)
i can’t b-mp to this/ religious/ type lyrics
so imma end this
just wanna keep my beliefs the realest
no evil is loose in the holy month
but only us with the evil thoughts
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