worse - tea lyrics
slipping deeper into myself
slowly dwindling like my health
i know that one day i will break
i left home for a few days’ time
tried hard to fix my mind
but all that i could do was lay awake
and maybe it’s the weather
or maybe it’s my selfish tendencies
but something about me right now
just doesn’t feel like who i used to be
so i’m sorry to my family
i’m sorry to my friends
i’m sorry to the people
with whom i can’t make amends
i’m sorry for my past mistakes
i’m sorry for this curse
i’m sorry that i’m never getting better
and always getting worse
i feel so godd-mn trapped
stuck here on a sinking raft
and dreaming of the day it de-inflates
death feels like an open door
and less now like a metaphor
that i use poetry to reinstate
and maybe it’s the medicine
or maybe it’s the stupid f-cking songs
but something always makes me feel
like i’ve been doing everything wrong
and if this reads like a suicide note
then i guess i got some good practice after all
’cause i said some six years ago
that i would rather die than grow and fall
so i’m sorry to my family
i’m sorry to my friends
i’m sorry to the people
with whom i can’t make amends
i’m sorry for my past mistakes
i’m sorry for this curse
i’m sorry that i’m never getting better
and always getting worse
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