demons - tay tantra lyrics
[verse 1]
my happiness died and i don’t think it will grow back
i signed a death wish * take a look at my note pad
just another girl in the world with no dad
he left a demon in me and i hope that he knows that
every girl i know* assaulted or m********
the stares, the bare hands and confidences affected
used like a toy and leaving her infected
she begged you to stop but you like it unprotected
and i won’t apologise for being this aggressive
i never got a sorry, just beaten and rejected
put down, pushed around, by people i respected
felt vile, forced a smile, but it was ineffective
voices leave my mouth whenever i say stuff
i hide behind the sound and put on some make up
i’m manifesting death right before the days up
go to bed but in the end, i just beg i won’t wake up
[hook]
the demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
i push away my loved ones ‘cause f*ck it, i’m done
i rip off this flesh, i got no time for the gun
i’m too far gone and now i’m drowning for fun
emotionally numb, heart like a drum
powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
it’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
it’s a blade to the wrist and i’m letting it run
[verse 2]
i flood the bedrooms and burn the stables
any glimpse of hope was just a fairy*tale
i pick at stiches and pull out staples
a makeshift n**** with some ipod cables
and i could do with sp*ce, you could lose the pity
if you’re asking yeah, i could use some booze, i’m s*****
my thoughts come quick they tend to be sickly
they stick to my brain they sit right with me
i’m sick of feeling less than, i need a best friend
where’s my brothers? i’m gwen, where’s my ben 10?
i’m sick of all the fear i hear out from the fm
human race has no place* we’re just a dead end
blades don’t stay in a place of fear
i think blades are fate, i was c****** for years
pedal to the metal and i’m skipping the gears
eyes shut, half cut, and got the devil to steer
[hook]
the demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
i push away my loved ones ‘cause f*ck it, i’m done
i rip off this flesh, i got no time for the gun
i’m too far gone and now i’m drowning for fun
emotionally numb, heart like a drum
powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
it’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
it’s a blade to the wrist and i’m letting it run
[verse 3]
left unimpressed when searching for enjoyment
even the best things in life* they leave me disappointed
take a peek in the mirror then cover to avoid it
self hate, m*******, and socially avoidant
awkward and foolish, i never was a cool kid
followed to the bus every day by some cruel kids
made it to high school, ate my lunch in a cubicle
each day felt ashamed for something i didn’t even do
haven’t seen my closest friend i over six months
haven’t seen my family, no, i’ve seen drugs
high times * only memories i can think of
chop up, tune out, fill a cup and drink up
no one comprehends or even hears what i’m saying
i’m beyond f***** up, i’ve had enough, i’m not playing
i spiral, i’m s******, wild, not in denial
i’ve known for a while that i’m f****** insane
[hook]
the demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
i push away my loved ones ‘cause f*ck it, i’m done
i rip off this flesh, i got no time for the gun
i’m too far gone and now i’m drowning for fun
emotionally numb, heart like a drum
powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
it’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
it’s a blade to the wrist and i’m letting it run
[verse 4]
i take a breath and accept that life can get difficult
i’m done with all the tears, i’m bored of being pitiful
i made it to here* and that’s the f****** principle
i’ll dig my way out* and make it to my pinnacle
done with depression and over being cynical
might give this pain a name and work it with some syllables
put it to a beat* release a f****** miracle
i’m a beast* its clear* my poetry is lyrical
[hook 2]
f*** it* i’m done. i’m coming for blood
i got my demons screaming out * now they’re locked in the trunk
i put this pen to the paper and i’m letting it run
was a mess, i shed this flesh, and now i’m looking for fun
[end]
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