why do i feel so empty, why do i have to stay - syn suitcase lyrics
the greatest loss
i paid the price and i’m crying
the laziest toss
i’m sick and my brain hurts from this f*cking sadness
i’m moving away from my pops real soon
and i’m scared the fear in my head looms
i’m on the highway and it feels i hit a deer with proof
so i might as well end it right here and out poof
the list who’d care is so small i can’t even count it on my hand
would they even care to find the corpse if i was dug in sand
how would my pops feel
more importantly my sk*nk ass mom
takes edible digestion for a meal
she smokes the whole bowl of pot
i’m so f*cking cookеd with my life
i dropped out of school and my friend’s think i don’t carе a whole lot
so out in my abdomen with a knife
out with the fear i got
i don’t smoke my thoughts away
out so later i pay
the price higher when stuck in the bay
that’s just how it is though
no way to control the ill mind of a schizo
i hate this feeling in my gut i feel
gimme some for me to deal
the moral code for a man to follow
a man can take enough till it’s too hard to swallow
please come to my level and understand what i wallow
i don’t mean to come off aggressive
this loyalty trouble is getting excessive
the time with her i got beat i spent recessive
don’t hate on me i got troubles being possessive
so possessing is what i aim to do
you don’t wanna spend your time without a can of food
my mind was overly enslaved i aim to elude
this the time i pray i drank cold brew
since i hit 9 i felt depressed
don’t come to my face you don’t want to see me pressed
i’m out of things to care for from the test
you wanna throw a fist to me be my guest
the right to say what you want
and you better not come to me to flaunt
i got a mind to go to yours to haunt
i’m so sick with this idea of living
happiness so far from being a biding
this suicide feeling is so willing
so this song might be the furthest thing from the beginning
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