liquor in my cup - sxdboynoah lyrics
it feels so very strange
that it could be this way
now i’m so afraid
why won’t you stay
did you ever love me
the way that i loved you
this negativity
keeps me feeling blue
i met this new girl thought she was the best
then i found out that she had a boyfriend
couple months of simping i was looking a mess
but then before i f*cking knew it i was on to the next
a girl that i can hug, girl i really love
girl who finally makes me wanna put down the drugs
and we was talking back and forth for about a f*cking month
wait, i think i found the one
texting her’s the only thing thats going through my head so i tell her that i lovе her and shes leaving mе on read
i figure shes just moving on ill give her my respect
but then i figure out that she was f*cking dating my bestfriend
i really f*cking miss her and i ain’t get to kiss her
and then i got some faygo and i turn it to some sizzurp
i think i finally need a f*cking better way to cope you were my biggest inspiration you inspire me to overdose
i celebrated every time i thought they would break up man i would compliment her everyday im doing too much
i think about the fact that they will be together for months
so just to cope with my depression i put liquor in my cup
i took the first sip, and then the second one
a couple sips later it evolved to a chug
was at the bottom of the bottle but it wasn’t enough
i went to sleep and then a hospital was where i woke up (gang)
(chorus repeats)
i thought it was my health, i thought that i was sick
im laughing cause i had a catheter up in my d*ck
im crying h*lla tears, my heart rate’s 106
but as i sit there in my bed i think about what i did
i sabotaged my friend just so i could get a hoe
he dont deserve what i been doing, i was doing the most
i should be happy for him not just try to regain control
so if you listen to this jaidan im so f*cking sorry thought
i’m really sorry if this made you upset
used to hit her up and see if yall broke up yet
i’m really sorry if this hurt you but i really had to confess
and if i lost my friend i would go have to crash the corvette
but now i have her i’m relieved
i can finally make this girl that i love feel like a queen
took a while but i finally stopped getting left on seen
but i still lost what meant the f*cking most to me
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