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dysfunctional blessing - swifty mcvay lyrics

[intro]
this is what i call a dysfunctional blessin’
dysfunctional ‘cause these spirits was at war
but a blessin’ ‘cause it made me stronger

[verse]
i had a lot on my mind, pill poppin’
drinkin’ alcohol every day, nonstop
around the clock i was partyin’ like an animal
constant, poppin’ off at the mouth, not worryin’ about the conse*

[verse]
*quences of my actions, packin’ a pistol with a jack daniels
followin’ my dream to become a rapper
steady walkin’ the wrong path, a teenager that had
people in my ear, sayin’ i wouldn’t last

[verse]
i laughed it off, gang*fightin’ in high school
but didn’t pass at all, steady makin’ up my rules
you can’t fake this, boss, hanging with 18 n*ggas ready to
break you off, that whatever cost, i’m havin’ a rough

[verse]
time gettin’ along with guys, they despise me
ready to pop me but did the job real sloppy
i wasn’t wise, i idolize kadafi, scarface, rocky
guzzlin’ sake with my team
[verse]
up in high*speed chases, dodgin’ at cops
screamin’ at baby mama for not bein’ motherly enough
but i dodged the mirror, wishin’ my vision was clearer
perseverance through snake in the grasses who had me near

[verse]
they family actin’ happy like they have my back
but couldn’t provide a tissue for my tear
near the brink of insanity, my house had the spirit of amityville
mental agony, godd*mnit, this sh*t is real

[verse]
suicidal thoughts, my family havin’ thanksgivin’
i’m in the bas*m*nt poppin’ on tylenol
ready to end it all till i caught a phone call
and was asked to go to the hip*hop shop, i dropped the bottle

[verse]
wasn’t ready to be a father but i did it, though
second baby mama had a child out of state and i didn’t know
workin’ odd jobs, had a rap partner who betrayed me
we been rockin’ ever since junior high

[verse]
i married my first baby mama, d*mn, why
a n*gga was blind, i just wasted my d*mn time
i got (?), winin’ and dine, livin’ my life
like i’m single, tryna find a piece of mind
[verse]
my preacher at the time was hidin’ behind the words of god
a false prophet, i was spiritually bonded
but what was crazy was i trusted the guy
yeah, he cursed us about a week later, (?)

[verse]
i’m thankful for the wife that i got by my side
not the first one, i divorced her faster than a lightning ride
with proof gone i drunk like never before
my probation got broke, the judge put out a warrant

[verse]
the morning i was on my way to the memorial
i was supposed to go to court, he knew i wasn’t goin’, though
i had thoughts of goin’ on the run, so far
i couldn’t do a third d12 album behind bars

[verse]
but kuniva talked me out of it, i got back to my senses
turned myself in, then got the sentence over with
(?), sober, legit, drinking alcohol all over again
hustlin’, tryna put out my solo sh*t

[verse]
had a cheerleader tellin’ me, don’t quit
my brother was tryin’ but my mother had got sick
she was shut in, couldn’t do nothin’
my father was an alcoholic but he became a supportive husband
[verse]
the thought of it had me nauseous
i was tryna run away from the pain but she died from natural causes
depression kickin’ in, i coulda became a monster
but god conditioned my mind state to become stronger

[verse]
i’ll always have a scar in my heart, nothing less
but what’s best, when i look back, yeah, i was truly blessed
if it wasn’t for the trials that i went through
i wouldn’t be swift, i was dysfunctional but blessed with this gift

[outro]
you’re my (?)
i got to try, try, try
got to try, try, try
you’re my (?)
i’ll be pushin’ on so strong
oh, so strong
my judge for day
i won’t beg away
i’ll be pushing on
pushing on
till my (?), i won’t give it all away
i’ll be pushing on
pushing on
feel the river’s bed dry
i got to try, try, try
i keep* i keep pushing on

- swifty mcvay lyrics

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