this house is not a home - sufferplenty lyrics
(intro)
i lost control x3
i lost control again…
(verse)
my family can’t know
that i’m bleeding
they do not know
how badly i need it
wanted to die
and yet i survived
swallowed some pills
tried to take my own life
first it was easy; but it f*cking hurt
kidney damage
my dad coming in from work
i wanted to cry
cause it looked like he did
strongest man in my life
upset cause his kid
tried to commit
my mom was in shock
didn’t know what to do
it wasn’t your fault
i wanted to stop but
didn’t have the strength
i was already gone
so i told myself: f*ck it
i told myself f*ck it
(bridge)
didn’t know my life
meant so much
until i almost lost it
wasn’t thinking about
all of my friends
my mom or my dad
how it would effect
my big sis
stuck in my head
i just wanted out
i was halfway there
an iv in my arm….
(outro)
how the f*ck am i back in my room?
how the f*ck am i back in my room? x3
back in my room
how the f*ck am i back in my room?
(overlapping outro)
this house is not a home
its just a place i used to go
when i wanted to be alone x2
this house is not a home
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