betrayal - sufferplenty lyrics
got a couple of close friends and that’s about it
not even really sure if they are my friends
just tryna find a place where i can fit in, but it
doesn’t really feel like i belong anywhere
got a couple of close friends and that’s about it
not even really sure if they are my friends
just tryna find a place where i can fit in, but it
doesn’t really feel like i belong anywhere
my past in the way, i’m passing away
would you even care if i just went away?
going through the motions.. like ev*ery day
i say its routine but its a train*wreck
i’m a mess and its easy to see that i’m
blocking it out and forgetting what’s real
not sure if i even know how to feel
let alone how to act like myself
when i don’t even rlly know myself
i don’t know you, don’t have a clue
cause all of my friends keep on switching it up
that is the reason i stopped caring so much *
nowadays friends drop like flies
so i don’t know why i’m so surprised…
when i shouldn’t be cause i shouldn’t be
my heart aches every so often
my head hurts when i feel exhausted
n0body cares when i’m feeling alone now
they used to call, now they don’t hit my phone up
and if they do i don’t got the energy to talk to you
when i really want to, but i can’t
i thought you would understand
that my depression is taking control of me * its controlling me
if i died x3
would you cry x3
know you lied x3
when you said
you would be by my side
if i died x3
would you cry x3
idc imma take my own life
idc imma commit suicide
you’re the cause of my prolonged existence
sucks that today i won’t be existing
i haven’t felt this way in a really long time
but sometimes at night my mind runs wild
the truth is i don’t know how to cope
* prescription meds shoved down my throat
thought what i wanted was the antidote
lost cause, fake smiles, lots of drama
all of this is getting out of hand and ion know if i can handle it
got a couple of close friends and that’s about it
not even really sure if they are my friends
just tryna find a place where i can fit in, but it
doesn’t really feel like i belong anywhere
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