pulled back - strictly deigh lyrics
[verse 1]
if there was a better place than this then i would go and teleport to it/
let me try to keep it honest man, try to talk about myself and sh-t/
i’m still going through depression so i feel it leaching on my soul and it slowly stretches/
i cannot find the happiness but in mind i sketched it/
i slowly feel myself gone, i’m detached from the real world/
i’m turning antisocial, i been suicidal/
wrote some suicide notes/
got me to a point where i don’t even touch the bible/
i swear this life is poisonous, and that’s something i know/
and i’ve been contemplating on this on different occasions/
go hide in a secret place, a safe secure location/
go and take my life away, the pain is just too straining/
but guess what, my guardian angel told me to be patient/
but my conscious out’chea bleeding of concussions i’ve been suffering/
i’m suffering/
so these pills will probably be my way out/
trapped up in the darkness/
death my only way out/
[hook]
i been trapped up in the darkness for a f-cken while now/
lately i been feeling like this life ain’t even mine now/
don’t know whether this is god or devil tryna test me/
feel like i’m being pulled back, ain’t n-body to help me/
[verse 2]
saying if i go and talk about it maybe i would really go feel better/
even if i talk about this sh-t, it never helps i’m still fed up/
i been searching for some piece of mind/
i try to hide to fact that i am pained and now i lost my mind/
suicidal thoughts/
i think about the pain depression caused/
i can’t believe i hide the scars and miseries by just smiling/
i’m drowning/
breathing sometimes wishing it’s my last breath/
a lonely b-st-rd caught up in a cycle of entrapment/
feeling d-mned/
already feeling like i’m living up in h-ll/
when i die i’ll see you at the crossroads/
popping unprescribted pills is also something i know/
feeling somewhat empty and a little bit of shallow/
cannot comprehend that i am dead inside/
know that better days are coming since i wish upon the sky/
cold wind blows i try to stay down undercover/
on the road of healing so i can’t afford to despair/
to a better place we go/
[hook]
i been trapped up in the darkness for a f-cken while now/
lately i been feeling like this life ain’t even mine now/
don’t know whether this is god or devil tryna test me/
feel like i’m being pulled back, ain’t n-body to help me/
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