still here - stevesaintjames lyrics
[verse 1]
i don’t know what to do
this quarantine a holocaust and i’m it’s f*cking jew
don’t think i’ll make it through
if i don’t change my colors try to heil hide the blue
cause otherwise they’ll find me and they’ll turn me in to you*know*who
put me in you*know*what
the camps they have for g*ys, minorities, and dirty sl*ts
for all the losers that would barely just not make the cut
if you think now’s the time to criticize come suck my nuts
(christ. just shut up. please)
“hey, it’s too soon. not cool. you can’t just say that.”
do i look like i f*cking care?
i’m going through some issues, don’t remind me. i am too aware
just give me peace and quiet let me die inside my hollow lair
i live in a computer because real life is just unfair
at least there’s friends in there; can’t see them otherwise
constantly trapped inside my mind i’m feeling paralyzed
all the girls i want to share my love with have found other guys
demons taunt me watch with one hundred thousand pairs of eyes
i honestly just wanna be gone from all this monotony
of speaking mediocrities, selling it as a prophecy
so maybe i should give up. maybe i should give in to the botany
right now i don’t know what i really i want from me
but really
who’s gonna care if i die
you only care when i rise up the charts when i fly
they always say they’re at my side
not here for a piece of the pie
that was a lie
when i’m in pain they criticize
i won’t let any survive
dying inside
always calling me h0m* or bi
but not a respectable guy, just a bothersome fly
i’ve been broken way too many times
i’m thinking god hates me because he still keeps me alive
soul is dead, need a revive
mind parasite that’s inside me continues to thrive
they always say i need a real career
they’ll say they’re yelling for my own good
but this is all that i can hear
“you’re inadequacy got me sick to my stomach
it seems like god had a plan for you but he’s already done with it
and he’s just had enough of this now he’s sending down punishment
you should go try to k!ll yourself you have no clue how fun it is”
“you’ve subverted the summit it’s time to pursue an end
you’re wasting time when you’re writing with that superfluous pen
we’re making deals with your enemies but you say we’re your friends”
too busy looking for remedies. i don’t know of your sinning because
[chorus]
i’m still here in my room
the trash is piling just waiting for my doom
because just living life is tiring
the flowers are in bloom
but i don’t know that
i’m still staring at this screen and no i won’t pick up a broom
i’m still here in my room
i’m waking up at noon because i only go to bed when i can see the moon retiring
the end will be here soon
at least i hope so
that’s the thing we really don’t know
but i’ve done all i can do
[verse 2]
everyone talks to me worried i’ve made a mockery
of me and my whole posse. see that’s suicidal comedy
going crazy? probably
all i see is my property
never break the monotony
i don’t know what they want from me
maybe i’m just too c*cky
we gotta be more than dollar trees
for all these evil companies so i delve in democracy
a wannabe prodigy written about in prophecies
i think they think i’m awesome. we should go have a debauchery
“sir, how do you sleep at night
after a day of hate and spite
jealousy powered mental fights
with you your only kryptonite?”
well that’s the thing i just stay up till 5:00 am
so i can wait as long as possible to sleep away a day of sin
that’s just the way it’s been
now no more questions for tonight but honestly it’s such a win explaining myself to you troglodytes
no really, when can we do this again?
how about tomorrow
i just love the way you all pretend to understand my sorrow
i’d rather die a few years earlier than be alive for this one
get to bed a 5:00 am but still ain’t getting sh*t done
i’m speaking for the unspeakable things that we’ve all become
or maybe i’m just mad that i might die beneath a false sun
let’s just have fun because oblivion won’t wait they say
these reckless actions gonna land you at the gates, i pray
but really take a look outside there’s so much death and decay
if you want a future then cover your face today
but they say…
[bridge 1]
hey*hey*hey stupid b*tch all you do is just pathetic
posting sh*tty videos on youtube and on reddit
like okay stupid p*ssy boy you’re super sad we get it
now please go away or end your life i swear you won’t regret it
hey*hey*hey stupid b*tch all you do is just pathetic
posting sh*tty videos on youtube and on reddit
like okay stupid p*ssy boy you’re super sad we get it
now please throw away your life so we can all try to forget it
[verse 3]
from my perspective seems like everybody hates me
even my family doesn’t know me as of lately
but if you want me gone then go ahead and make me
but i won’t go down without a fight turn off your f*cking safety, coward
come f*cking k!ll me, coward
raise your weapon drop the flowers
but when i die i’ll be a martyr then you’ll feel my power
i haunt you every f*cking hour
while my message is invested in; grows louder
and your soul will get devoured
[bridge 2]
i want to k!ll just to have something to do
i’m stuck inside because they can’t subdue the flu
i’ll be surprised if i survive to see things through
this quarantine’s a holocaust and i’m it’s f*cking jew!
[chorus]
i’m still here in my room
the trash is piling just waiting for my doom
because just living life is tiring
the flowers are in bloom
but i don’t know that
i’m still staring at this screen and no i won’t pick up a broom
i’m still here in my room
i’m waking up at noon because i only go to bed when i can see the moon retiring
the end will be here soon
at least i hope so
that’s the thing we really don’t know
but i’ve done all i can do
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