held - spyndakit lyrics
i had this idea one day
to reconstruct myself and keep the demons at bay
so i shut my eyes real tight and began to think
how i could steal all your emotions away
but to this day no display of affection
has led me in the right direction
now i know things happen for a reason that’s why i’m leaving
you were not the right one for me
chorus:
and i still don’t know why you stay with me
i watch you cry sometimes you are not free
but i see right through your bullsh*t games
and all my emotions are holding me back
i think about days gone by
day when i
didn’t have the strength to try but still i
pushed on with every sensеs of hope
the ability to cope and thosе letters i wrote to you
the glue that held us together i thought would never dissolve
but i’ve evolved
i know things happen for a reason
that’s why i’m leaving
you were not the right one for me
chorus:
and i still don’t know why you stay with me
i watch you cry sometimes you are not free
but i see right through your bullsh*t games
and all my emotions are holding me back
now when i look back i know that it was all for you
you know you remind me of a shining starlight
burn bright in the beginning but you’ll hit the ground
and when you do i’ll be sure that i’m there to let you down
i say let you down in every sense of the world
both nouns and verbs
and so i’ve heard it takes a little more than a champion
to complete with you i know i can’t win
but still i try to push this stress to resonate somewhere
other than my chest
i know things happen for a reason that’s why i’m leaving
you were not the right one for me
chorus:
and i still don’t know why you stay with me
i watch you cry sometimes you are not free
but i see right through your bullsh*t games
and all my emotions are holding me back
you know i still miss your smile
i still miss your laughter at night
you know i still miss your charisma
but i don’t miss any of that bullsh*t naahh
you were holding me back
you were holding me back
you were holding me back
when push came to shove
you showed me no love
still i pushed on with every single sense in me
best to be the best mc
i know now
(repeat)
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