the mare - spiteful visions lyrics
fear!
i wake, drenched in my sweat
panicked
mind state, escape my bed
i can’t move, arms tied by my side
frantic my mind races
“i don’t want to die!”
breathing, rate increases just as heart rate, follows suit coinciding
muscles, contract uncontrollably, seizing body, i feel weak
choking, i start choking as i’m gasping, to find my voice to cry
begging, to be set free from this h*ll
my body betrays me
i cannot fight or flee
i must stay to face the demon that infects my dreams
she lay beside me
innocent, angelically
gеts close until she takes my brеath away from me
the rest i once found solace
in now plagues me so
like a poison, the fear shooting through my veins it flows
hyperventilate
hallucinations
that threaten my very existence
* stu lead*
this demon stands in my face, i vaguely see its silhouette
my eyes burn from exhaustion and sweat
franticly my mind races
counting the seconds, they feel like an eternity
pray for a way out, there is no way for me
“why me?” i plea, this invisible force upon me
pressure on my chest, hands around my throat
this power cripples me from sources unknown
helplessly i sob, silently i cry, frozen to the world, is this how i die?
slowly i find the strength to breathe, like emerging drowning from the sea
crying like a baby who’s just taken their first breath of poisoned air
there is no safety from the torment of one’s inner mind
poisoned by the traumas, pity and self*doubt instilled by society
*stu lead*
*stu solo*
finally coming to from this near death sleep
body weak but regaining sensation in my feet
still too weak to grasp a fist or make a sound
i still can’t speak out loud
‘just relax and accept the fact
this is your life now there is no hope to follow’
i refuse to give in to the sleep demon
it wants to steal my soul
eternally
eyes dilated i’m wide awake
but the fear, i can’t seem to shake it
my stomach is in a knot
the antic*p*tion of knowing this is nearly over is almost too much to handle
what i would give to feel the sweet kiss of fresh air
breathing, rate increases just as heart rate, follows suit coinciding
muscles, contract uncontrollably, seizing body, i feel weak
choking, i start choking as i’m gasping, to find my voice to cry
begging, to be set free from this h*ll
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