katie - soslesion lyrics
hey katie
see you walkin through the door
i know that you dont know me, we should talk a little more
i can tell you got distraught you want it all to f-ckin pour
so whats up, tell me all thats got you broke
she said
”i woke up
a day like any day ive done
but i feel, i feel, like i just hate to love
for my ex felt like i couldn’t make enough
if i got problems roll it up and i take blunt
ran up to my room so i can cry for a little
get high for a little, feel alive for a little
swear to god that i ain’t want this to happen
but its almost 730 had to start with the packin
start to walk a bit faster
world starts to collapse and
but then my friends come approach
tell em all that im happy
then i move on, its only been a period
but this hour really movin like a year and sh-t
keep up appearences, the only thing im fearin is
somebody ask whats wrong, like what you’re hearin, sh-t
now its lunch
and i walk up to a table
got the rock up in my veins tho
i got problems, im unstable
my legs start to shake
and my head starts to break
i collapse, wake up
with some meds in my face
i just wanna go home
but do not let it show
cause i thought she would know
thought my mom wouldve known
all the problems that im goin through
she lets me take off
that syringe in my arm
and i take a day off
then i remember where i hid my stash
maybe i should take em all to mask my sh-tty past
overdose, then they’ll know that they did me bad
then i remember talkin bout guns with my dad
so i steal his, im ready, finally
load the 45, the needle go inside of me
whole stash in my veins, i feel better than ever
cut ties to my brain, sh-t im lettin it sever
put the gun to my head but i can’t shoot sh-t
cause im so drugged up i got a loose grip
once again i just feel like im useless
i can’t even die right, can’t do sh-t
so i slowly fade
i regret everything when i go away
to the broken place
maybe everything’ll work out in the end
but i know it won’t, i burned through all my meds
and mom was already worried half to death
so whats happenin to her when ill be dead
then i fade off
all my days gone
hear the notes of my life
that distain song
i can’t stay long
tried to play god
so im done with my life now thank god
you were showin me love as i hit the entrance
so i thank you for that cause to forget is temptin
thats the whole story guess this is the endin
but you’re talkin to a ghost, sh-t is schizophrenic“
now this story ain’t exactly what it seems to be
this ain’t happen to me, thats not the meaning, see
im just sayin that we take our lives so greedily
take a second, look around at all the scenery
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